To you.

When I think of love, I think of you. I have never been the one to express it as I should. I've always felt that I'd be judged because I was speaking how I felt. After 6 years you would think that it goes away. That it would be easier to explain my love for you. Our family. But honestly. It's just gotten harder. But somehow you've stayed through it all. Through the ABSOLUTE worst of times. There terrible things I've done. You still never left. I don't know why I have this thought of what love should be, I've played it through in my head. Over and over. And I just end up shutting down because I thought I could never tell you how I felt. But that's the thing. I've over thought it. It's not about the money I spend on you. It's not about the gifts I get you. None of that. Its about us. About going to bed every single night. And you being the last thing I think of before I drift off, and the first thing I think of when I wake up. And the countless times you are running through my mind. I've always thought there was supposed to be this perfect image of what love is. So everyone else could see it. But it's not about everyone else who could see it. It was only about you seeing it. And feeling the intense burning passion and affection that I have for you. I've never been good with saying how I feel to you. But you've still stayed. For 6 years. I'm hoping that you will stay for our entire lifetime together. Until we move on from this world. And still have this connection. If I were to be born again. I'd fight just as hard then as now to find you all over again. And spend another lifetime with you.

Submitted April 08, 2019 at 06:06AM

When I think of love, I think of you. I have never been the one to express it as I should. I've always felt that I'd be judged because I was speaking how I felt. After 6 years you would think that it goes away. That it would be easier to explain my love for you. Our family. But honestly. It's just gotten harder. But somehow you've stayed through it all. Through the ABSOLUTE worst of times. There terrible things I've done. You still never left. I don't know why I have this thought of what love should be, I've played it through in my head. Over and over. And I just end up shutting down because I thought I could never tell you how I felt. But that's the thing. I've over thought it. It's not about the money I spend on you. It's not about the gifts I get you. None of that. Its about us. About going to bed every single night. And you being the last thing I think of before I drift off, and the first thing I think of when I wake up. And the countless times you are running through my mind. I've always thought there was supposed to be this perfect image of what love is. So everyone else could see it. But it's not about everyone else who could see it. It was only about you seeing it. And feeling the intense burning passion and affection that I have for you. I've never been good with saying how I feel to you. But you've still stayed. For 6 years. I'm hoping that you will stay for our entire lifetime together. Until we move on from this world. And still have this connection. If I were to be born again. I'd fight just as hard then as now to find you all over again. And spend another lifetime with you.