I am trying really hard not to be sad, mad, jealous and petty over this but it's really bugging me and I need it not to. Everywhere I look people my age are in relationships, getting married, already married, having kids and being "adulty adults". I am 26. Just turned it. I am living with my great aunt and mother because my aunt has dementia. I don't work, I can't because of her care. My mom works so I have to be free to clean, cook and care for my aunt basically 24/7. I feel stuck but there's not much I can do about it until she dies. A year ago my boyfriend of 4 months died. When he died there was a book that showed up that was engraved with my first name and his surname. I knew he wanted to get married. I really wanted that. I wanted kids. I still want it it just starts to feel like I'm trapped in this hell hole where I'll never get out. Where I'll never be free. My friends are all in long term (5+ year) relationships or married and I want

Same TwT September 09, 2022 at 12:47AM

everyone simping over veiny hands and finds it sexually attractive and i don't get it September 09, 2022 at 12:47AM

F(21) I saw this guy over the summer, and things were great. I go to school abroad, and so does he, and I was back home only for the summer, and he's planning to go back home in the winter. When we started hanging out more, he told me he really liked me and told all of his guy friends. He also said it was very unusual for him to consistently see a girl (as I stayed over every night), and he would never catch feelings, but he did for me. Before I left back to school, all of his friends and family knew about me; he met my family and took a day off work to drop me off at the airport. When I got back to school, we were communicating all the time however, due to the 11-hour time difference, it became difficult. One night I had a bad panic attack (due to my PTSD with relationships), and I unsent all of my messages to him. He called me at 4 am wanting to call, and we spoke for 4 hours he admitted when I ghosted him, it made him pretty upset, and I apologized because honestly, I really

Chose to keep being a virgin, and it wasn't for the lack of options. September 08, 2022 at 11:26PM

The downvote was most likely an instinctive reaction to you saying your antisexual. A lot of ace people ( myself included ) have had a lot of toxic interactions with antisex people. Especially sex favourable asexuals, the antisex sub has a lot of aphobia, and slut shaming. So a lot of ace people will instantly go on the defensive, expecting an attack when confronted with an antisex individual. September 08, 2022 at 11:24PM