I Have a Crush on my Best Friend
In September of 2022 I auditioned for a play. I saw on of my friends from 1st grade with a group of people. I walked up to him and he introduced me to his friend. The new friend felt very familiar like I knew him from somewhere. He Introduced himself and he had a name I had never heard before. Shocked I introduced myself and then moved on. Me and this new friend Both got in and we spent 40+ hours a week together. We talked about everything and we made each other laugh. We entered a pickle ball tournament and we were doubles partners. We made it to the top 8 and we played together for the first time 30 minuets prior. Typically a partnership like that takes years to develop that connection. Throughout this time I caught feelings for my new best friend. After the play he started cancelling plans. At the beginning of our friendship he said he has no desire to date anyone. I agreed, why would I fall in love with my best friend I never liking anyone before. I don't know what to do. Do I...