My ex was really toxic, I still miss the good times we had because they were really good, but the bad times, all of the arguments, fights, lack of trust from her for no reason whatsoever, her snooping through my phone with her friend without me knowing and finding absolutely nothing, getting jealous that I had other female friends, etc, were really really bad, so I cut her off. She blew up my phone today trying to pick an argument with me out of nothing, and I tried to just let her burn herself out but once she started attacking me personally I shut her down real fast. The fucked up thing is, i still miss her, i miss having those arguments, I miss her being so into me that she thought I was cheating on her just cause I’m texting female friends, then pretending like she doesn’t actually care that much. It was funny, it was cute, and while it was extremely toxic, I miss it. I had almost gotten over her till today. I want to block her but I don’t, because I still miss having those toxic ...