So I need advice ASAP
A brief history, me and my boyfriend have been together for 3 years, living together for 2. Since moving in I feel like we have taken a nose dive! Just about every section in relationship is suffering and I've offered to fix things, change things, end things, you name it... Bottom line he thinks we can continue work on us and that every thing will work itself out.... With that being sad, he turns 50 this wknd and will be having a big party 1 state over, where he moved from. I've gone back and forth way too many times on if I should go or not. I know most of you are gonna think I'm an awful girlfriend to but go but just last night we broke up, we're back together today but this is us! I don't want to be around his family and friends and have to pretend we're happy and celebrate him. He plans on going early in the day which means I'm gonna have to go later and show up alone, I already feel like he's gonna act like I'm not even there because when he