I [21M] met a girl [20F]. We both like substances ;). We started talking about our substance abuse issues, and started to get to know each other. Turns out we are pretty similar, and crazy in a compatible way. I have way less experience than her, and I tend to be avoidant when it starts getting real, vulnerable and intimate. We both have made a lot of mistakes in our lives and our baggage goes along. We called every day for around 1-3 hours for 1.5 months online. She lives around one hour away. She has come over to my place two times, and we both consumed substances together lol. Initially, I tried to kiss her the first time we were together, and she rejected. We were both high. We kept talking cuz we genuinely enjoy each other's company. Last time we hung out, we abused the substances a bit too much at a rave. She was complimenting me about my natural smell, how good I look with those sunglasses, my skin, etc. She tried to kiss me while we were both really high. She went in lik...