Constant disturbing memories popping up
TLDR; My gf broke up with me and the memories of being with her are still haunting me to this day. Okay. So around 2 years before my life got turned around, I didn’t like university, my ex-girlfriend for 2 years broken up with me and I generally didn’t know what to do in life which pushed me to the ground so hard. To mention some good things too, I did not get lost, shortly after I started working out, I got into a nice incubation programme with my startup where I could develop my social skills further and gain a shit ton of life experience and I learned a lot of new stuff related to software development too. Now I’m working as a freelance software engineer and life seems to be great for the outsider. But the truth is that I’m still suffering from the happenings from the past, there are times when it’s better and nothing bad comes to my mind or times (like now) when I literally can’t fall asleep because pictures of my bad memories are popping up inside my brain, it’s fucking disturbi...