Dating has been anything BUT smooth for me and I think I’m over it. For some slight context, I am a 5’9 black woman who only finds herself being drawn to black men and I live in an area of the world where black people and unfortunately black men that are taller than me are a minority, so unfortunately I don’t have a large pool of prospects to choose from. I’m just rattling off this. Information because I believe it’s relevant to my dating woes. I have tried my luck with a number of men but I have never managed to find someone and make things stick long term. I almost even feel like I’ve never had an official proper relationship as my first boyfriend was at 14 and we were together for a month and a half until he dumped me and then another long distance boyfriend at 17 for just 2 months and we had never met in person. I’ve slept with more men that I would like to admit and I deeply regret most of them. Plenty of “hookups” that led nowhere. They typically followed the pattern of me ca