(28F here) I think for me, that sex exists almost in some sort of fictional realm. I'm on the aegosexual side, meaning I can enjoy it from a detached, fictional sense, especially if it's between characters in a show that I ship and adore, etc. It's hard for me to think about sex in a more... grounded sense. It just seems so foreign to me I guess. I think I'm just neutral about it mostly because for me it largely exists as this fictional concept... it's this nice, supposedly pleasant thing between people in fiction, where everything is designed to be fairly perfect to some degree and most of the more gross realistic parts of sex are sort of glossed over, but when I try to think about it in real life, or try to think about it in regards to myself, there's this disconnect. In a way I'm not entirely sure how far from neutral to repulsed I am on the sex spectrum because I find it hard to actually sit and really, really consider EXACTLY what sex is and how it w...