So as I was saying, I (F19) am EXTREMELY attracted to this boy (M21) his personality & looks, he has a lovely family connection etc. we don’t talk that much purely because I don’t want him to see me face to face yet, my selfies online look quite different to me (I don’t photoshop I just know my angles) I’m currently losing weight and have about another 4.7stone to lose, from losing a drastic amount of weight already (5.10stone) my breasts, arms& stomach is quite saggy, and I hate it myself, so I’m planning a mummy makeover (breasts, tummy tuck& arm lift) ideally I’d like to meet him once all my surgeries are done and he can see the real me, because I think getting these will make me much more confident & comfortable with myself, I won’t be as shy& awkward. Anyway, but because we don’t talk much at all, I’m scared he will get a girlfriend and if he does fair dos, I just know my mentality & humour is so similar to his and we would get on like a house on fire. I f...