Hah, I definitely did this for a bit. Just picked a random kid in middle school I found nice looking and pretended to be crushing on him. It was both so my friends would find me more normal and because I was trying to see if I could force myself to be normal. Like, maybe that's how it works, right? Maybe the others just picked a cute person and then something will click... eventually. October 05, 2023 at 10:50PM