I finally decided to come to this subreddit because I’ve been thinking about this for months. I generally consider myself straight, I have only ever had relationships with men. However, nearing the end of my last relationship with a guy, I noticed that I couldn’t help but admire my best friend. Her and I have been so close since we were 3 years old and we grew up together. Here and there I have had some passing thoughts about her that were maybe a bit different than what I usually would. After I ended my relationship with that guy (for a completely unrelated reason), I found myself contemplating it more and more. I notice myself staring at her more, which I’ve never done before. She’s bisexual, but is only recently exploring her sexuality. There’s been a few times where she has mentioned a bad sex story or something she’d wish someone would do to her, and immediately my first thought is something along the lines of “I could do that, but better.” Whenever she talks about someone she li...