Sorry you had this bad experience. Another person here to say you aren’t alone. I had a sex with someone I had been friends with for about 4 months just to get it over with (wasn’t sexually attracted to him) and it really confirmed for me that 1. I can’t go through with oral sex (ever again), and 2. that I can’t have sex with someone who I’m not in a committed relationship with. I’m sex-indifferent, repulsed leaning… but I remember feeling so gross and sick to my stomach the next day thinking about it, I still I feel gross when I think about some of it… He’s the only person I’ve ever slept with and probably the only person I ever will, and I’m perfectly happy with that being the case. Anyway, i hope you feel better, again, sorry to hear you had that bad experience. December 08, 2023 at 11:01PM