had a terrible experience with a close friend and i’m worried i’ll lose her
i’m a 19M if that matters. my friend is someone i’ve known since middle school, but we only became friends this past year after working together. i’ve had a crush on her for about 3 months but never acted because she was in a relationship and i don’t have a car. she broke up with her boyfriend over a month ago, calling me after the fact crying. i did my best to comfort her. she talked a lot about her relationship issues with me while she was dating her ex and i never knew if it was because she either trusted me enough to reveal stuff this personal or maybe liked me back a little. we’d tease each other and joke about hooking up while she was with her ex but it was nothing serious at all. she’d regularly tell me how horny she’d get after her breakup and that she was considering a hookup with someone. i didn’t want to put myself out there because i still couldn’t tell if she liked me back and she was on tinder talking to several guys, though she never met them irl. last week she facetim...