In love with someone who by all accounts, may never love me back.

I am a grade A idiot for letting such a thing happen to me again. After having a bad experience with a gold digger did i solemnly swear that i wouldn't foist myself recklessly into an emotional state for someone again.

And yet, here we are.

She is my best friend- if not a bit shy, we play games together, talk about stuff, and pretty much message each other every day. It's beautiful, and so is she.

But the thing is, as much as i resisted, as much as i knew that she was still getting over a bad relationship, i started having feelings for her, and now they're stronger than a titanium re-enforced structural beam.

The reason why this all pains me so is that for every night i dream about her and every day i think about her, is that when it comes to emotions, and emotionally heavy conversation, she kind of shuts down in response. And secondly, i wouldn't want to ruin such a great friendship over the sake of my feelings.

So, i feel- unless she of her own accord feels for me what i feel for her, she will never know my true desire burning in my heart with every beat, and for the time being, my feelings must remain a secret, while I do everything in my power to make sure she is happy. It isn't perfect, but as long as my beloved is happy, then it is all i can do.

It's good to get this unrequited love off of my chest, reddit.

Thank you.

Submitted May 23, 2019 at 03:51PM

I am a grade A idiot for letting such a thing happen to me again. After having a bad experience with a gold digger did i solemnly swear that i wouldn't foist myself recklessly into an emotional state for someone again.And yet, here we are.She is my best friend- if not a bit shy, we play games together, talk about stuff, and pretty much message each other every day. It's beautiful, and so is she.But the thing is, as much as i resisted, as much as i knew that she was still getting over a bad relationship, i started having feelings for her, and now they're stronger than a titanium re-enforced structural beam.The reason why this all pains me so is that for every night i dream about her and every day i think about her, is that when it comes to emotions, and emotionally heavy conversation, she kind of shuts down in response. And secondly, i wouldn't want to ruin such a great friendship over the sake of my feelings.So, i feel- unless she of her own accord feels for me what i feel for her, she will never know my true desire burning in my heart with every beat, and for the time being, my feelings must remain a secret, while I do everything in my power to make sure she is happy. It isn't perfect, but as long as my beloved is happy, then it is all i can do.It's good to get this unrequited love off of my chest, reddit.Thank you.