Distance...

I still think that two people, no matter how many difficulties they have in front of them, will find the way, the way to cope, to fight and to show that the feelings are stronger and real. She once asked me, "Do you know how much I was suffering when you were 2,000 miles away from me?" and at that moment I was silent with the real answer, because I knew that if I answered, there would be fairy tales that would not bring something good, so I replied - "I can guess." Well My dear, I know and what you experienced bad emotions while I was gone and I was feeling it, I just did not show it, I kept it in myself. Do you think I did not miss you, I did not falling asleep with the thought about you, and I did not wake up with the thought of you, and I was waiting to hear your voice (as it is to this day) ?!?? Now, I want to ask her this question: "And dear M., do you know about that feeling, the feeling of being at a distance of 10min, 2000 steps, a kilometer from the person you are in love with, working 3min away from each other and you can not see her, touch her and hear her because she said that's "I am okay now" ? I think this unpleasant sensation is 10 times stronger than when I was 2,000 miles away because what's the conclusion .. So close we are, yet so far away ....

Submitted May 23, 2019 at 02:06PM

I still think that two people, no matter how many difficulties they have in front of them, will find the way, the way to cope, to fight and to show that the feelings are stronger and real. She once asked me, "Do you know how much I was suffering when you were 2,000 miles away from me?" and at that moment I was silent with the real answer, because I knew that if I answered, there would be fairy tales that would not bring something good, so I replied - "I can guess." Well My dear, I know and what you experienced bad emotions while I was gone and I was feeling it, I just did not show it, I kept it in myself. Do you think I did not miss you, I did not falling asleep with the thought about you, and I did not wake up with the thought of you, and I was waiting to hear your voice (as it is to this day) ?!?? Now, I want to ask her this question: "And dear M., do you know about that feeling, the feeling of being at a distance of 10min, 2000 steps, a kilometer from the person you are in love with, working 3min away from each other and you can not see her, touch her and hear her because she said that's "I am okay now" ? I think this unpleasant sensation is 10 times stronger than when I was 2,000 miles away because what's the conclusion .. So close we are, yet so far away ....