THANK GOD I FOUND HIM...

So, awhile ago I regained contact with my old crush...now. I had been dating someone at the time of talking to him again but instant thoughts came to my mind of remembrance of how happy he made me. To be completely honest...I’ve liked him since the 5th grade. But sometimes fear of losing the ones we love gets the best of us. Anyways. I feared that if in 5th I had asked him out it would never be the same friendship if we broke up, so I never asked. Recently, about a month and a half ago and even a little more, (we are both in 8th grade now) after finding him on Snapchat for the first time in around 3 years...I had been so happy. The person that I was dating I had always talked to my “crush” about because he understood me and would always be there to talk to me about him. And even, at the time i had no clue, the fact that he liked me while he was talking to me...he still talked to me about my bf at the time. As the relationship grew my relationship with my bf at the time was fading. He had never talked to me and had always been ignoring me. I would see the “Read” sign and he wouldn’t respond. I would see him not talk to me all day and then call me and then IMMEDIATELY hang up afterwards before I could answer...and I started to think all of the worst things like maybe I wasn’t being there enough or maybe I was too clingy. But. I’m not so sure. But at that time I felt the right thing to do was to break up with him. Now I had never broken up with anyone before so it was new for me...and when I broke up with my now ex, all he had to say was...”I agree” so we broke up and we haven’t talked since. Through that whole process I was texting my “crush” at the time and he had somehow made me seem so happy even though I had just left my current ex. Later on, time passed and he had told me how he felt and that he knew that I had just gotten through with my ex but he wanted to know if I would date him..I had to take a minute to think about this because of the following reasons. The person I dated (now my ex) had been my best friend before we dated...and look how we ended up. And in 5th grade before I moved and lost all contact with my “crush”, me and him were also best friends, and I didn’t want me and him to end up like me and my ex at the time. So...I thought and thought and finally I came to a realization...the boy of my dreams, my soulmate, my crush was right there asking me to be his...and I had already let the chance to find out what love for him was like once, and I didn’t ever wanna do that again...so of course, I said yes. I said yes because of the way that he makes me feel. Now, I am happily dating him and will be for a very long time. We hang out almost every weekend and we cuddle and hug...we fall asleep on ft together...we talk as much as we can on ft every single day and our longest ft is 20 hours, no joke. I love him and I want to spend as long as humanly possible with him by his side. He is my soulmate and losing him would be like losing something like my heart or my entire life. That’s what he is to me, my whole life. He is always there for me in so many ways that no one else has been there for me before. He’s so funny and so sweet and so cute even when he likes to deny it. I hope that me and him last...I know for sure I won’t be going anywhere anytime soon or ever. I know he will see this. I just want you to know that I Love You baby. 🥰 Forever&Always you will be mine Cutie. 😘😘

Submitted April 27, 2019 at 05:56AM

So, awhile ago I regained contact with my old crush...now. I had been dating someone at the time of talking to him again but instant thoughts came to my mind of remembrance of how happy he made me. To be completely honest...I’ve liked him since the 5th grade. But sometimes fear of losing the ones we love gets the best of us. Anyways. I feared that if in 5th I had asked him out it would never be the same friendship if we broke up, so I never asked. Recently, about a month and a half ago and even a little more, (we are both in 8th grade now) after finding him on Snapchat for the first time in around 3 years...I had been so happy. The person that I was dating I had always talked to my “crush” about because he understood me and would always be there to talk to me about him. And even, at the time i had no clue, the fact that he liked me while he was talking to me...he still talked to me about my bf at the time. As the relationship grew my relationship with my bf at the time was fading. He had never talked to me and had always been ignoring me. I would see the “Read” sign and he wouldn’t respond. I would see him not talk to me all day and then call me and then IMMEDIATELY hang up afterwards before I could answer...and I started to think all of the worst things like maybe I wasn’t being there enough or maybe I was too clingy. But. I’m not so sure. But at that time I felt the right thing to do was to break up with him. Now I had never broken up with anyone before so it was new for me...and when I broke up with my now ex, all he had to say was...”I agree” so we broke up and we haven’t talked since. Through that whole process I was texting my “crush” at the time and he had somehow made me seem so happy even though I had just left my current ex. Later on, time passed and he had told me how he felt and that he knew that I had just gotten through with my ex but he wanted to know if I would date him..I had to take a minute to think about this because of the following reasons. The person I dated (now my ex) had been my best friend before we dated...and look how we ended up. And in 5th grade before I moved and lost all contact with my “crush”, me and him were also best friends, and I didn’t want me and him to end up like me and my ex at the time. So...I thought and thought and finally I came to a realization...the boy of my dreams, my soulmate, my crush was right there asking me to be his...and I had already let the chance to find out what love for him was like once, and I didn’t ever wanna do that again...so of course, I said yes. I said yes because of the way that he makes me feel. Now, I am happily dating him and will be for a very long time. We hang out almost every weekend and we cuddle and hug...we fall asleep on ft together...we talk as much as we can on ft every single day and our longest ft is 20 hours, no joke. I love him and I want to spend as long as humanly possible with him by his side. He is my soulmate and losing him would be like losing something like my heart or my entire life. That’s what he is to me, my whole life. He is always there for me in so many ways that no one else has been there for me before. He’s so funny and so sweet and so cute even when he likes to deny it. I hope that me and him last...I know for sure I won’t be going anywhere anytime soon or ever. I know he will see this. I just want you to know that I Love You baby. 🥰 Forever&Always you will be mine Cutie. 😘😘