My dating life in the past few years

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Pretty much great conversation, great chemistry, great sex. I had saw him the night before (I was drunk and it was about 3am) but I said fuck it, we spoke on the phone my entire way there and I really enjoyed speaking with him. Get to his place, we have a few more drinks and yeah- sex happened. It was good and it was so so nice to finally cuddle someone and not be treated like a piece of meat. We made plans to go to dinner, but honestly I rather had just gone back to his place and cuddle and talk.

Instead he goes to sleep. So I'm just in his bed bored out my mind and frustrated that I came all the way there for him to sleep? Since his house is like a maze, I waited till the morning to call myself a lyft. He walked me out and said talk to you soon but I was so pissed I said nothing, despite actually liking him a lot.

Oh, must add- we did not have sex the second night because he must've been really tired, but why have me over? And we did cuddle but I needed entertainment so I turned away and looked at my phone.

I seriously am doomed. No one ever wants to date me. They just see me as a sex object, and before this bumble date I told a guy to meet me at the bar he insisted his house. Got to his house he wouldn't take no touching me for an answer because apparently sending nudes means I want to be touched. As I stormed the hell out he groped me one last time.

I'm fucking lonely but I'm also tired of the men I encounter. And for reference, my type is nerdy tall skinny white guys who are attractive but sometimes weird, and I'm a curvy nerdy alternative black girl who is also weird.

Am I really destined to be alone? I've become so jaded.



Submitted April 27, 2019 at 12:40AM

http://bit.ly/2GMuYbp much great conversation, great chemistry, great sex. I had saw him the night before (I was drunk and it was about 3am) but I said fuck it, we spoke on the phone my entire way there and I really enjoyed speaking with him. Get to his place, we have a few more drinks and yeah- sex happened. It was good and it was so so nice to finally cuddle someone and not be treated like a piece of meat. We made plans to go to dinner, but honestly I rather had just gone back to his place and cuddle and talk.Instead he goes to sleep. So I'm just in his bed bored out my mind and frustrated that I came all the way there for him to sleep? Since his house is like a maze, I waited till the morning to call myself a lyft. He walked me out and said talk to you soon but I was so pissed I said nothing, despite actually liking him a lot.Oh, must add- we did not have sex the second night because he must've been really tired, but why have me over? And we did cuddle but I needed entertainment so I turned away and looked at my phone.I seriously am doomed. No one ever wants to date me. They just see me as a sex object, and before this bumble date I told a guy to meet me at the bar he insisted his house. Got to his house he wouldn't take no touching me for an answer because apparently sending nudes means I want to be touched. As I stormed the hell out he groped me one last time.I'm fucking lonely but I'm also tired of the men I encounter. And for reference, my type is nerdy tall skinny white guys who are attractive but sometimes weird, and I'm a curvy nerdy alternative black girl who is also weird.Am I really destined to be alone? I've become so jaded.
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