Getting over someone is such a weird concept...

Slowly as time passes, you’re allowing your brain to forget and to love anew. This person that was your world for so long, the centre of your universe is now separate to you. You live your lives separately for the first time in what feels like a lifetime and you try and forget. At first it’s impossible, it eats you up from the inside, consuming every aspect of your life. It rots away your very existence.

Then a day passes where you haven’t thought about them. You realise that your brain is slowly forgetting what that person was like, what those kisses felt like, how they made you feel. The smell of their hair and their little quirks that would make you smile - but only a little.

Then comes the denouement, the conclusion to it all, a small brief smile when someone approaches you in a bar or chats to you on the bus. You feel something again. You feel something else than the pain and the sadness. You feel a single fluttering butterfly in your stomach. It isn’t the kaleidoscope that you had grown accustomed to, but it feels better than the pain.

You say goodbye to the seemingly endless emptiness and you welcome a small flame. Goodbye winter, until next time I utter the words “I love you” so frivolously and carefree. —

I’m not there yet. I’m still in the first stages. It hurts, it hurts so bad. I’m having a hard time at the moment, life is really getting me down but I’m trying my best. We both still love each other but it’s for the best. I’ve been here before, I’m a lover and I can’t help it. I love and I get hurt, but it’s all worth that beautiful high, that ‘on the top of the world’ feeling and the morning kisses.

Hello winter, we meet again. I’ll wear my coat this time, but not for as long as last time.



Submitted May 22, 2019 at 04:00PM

Slowly as time passes, you’re allowing your brain to forget and to love anew. This person that was your world for so long, the centre of your universe is now separate to you. You live your lives separately for the first time in what feels like a lifetime and you try and forget. At first it’s impossible, it eats you up from the inside, consuming every aspect of your life. It rots away your very existence.Then a day passes where you haven’t thought about them. You realise that your brain is slowly forgetting what that person was like, what those kisses felt like, how they made you feel. The smell of their hair and their little quirks that would make you smile - but only a little.Then comes the denouement, the conclusion to it all, a small brief smile when someone approaches you in a bar or chats to you on the bus. You feel something again. You feel something else than the pain and the sadness. You feel a single fluttering butterfly in your stomach. It isn’t the kaleidoscope that you had grown accustomed to, but it feels better than the pain.You say goodbye to the seemingly endless emptiness and you welcome a small flame. Goodbye winter, until next time I utter the words “I love you” so frivolously and carefree. —I’m not there yet. I’m still in the first stages. It hurts, it hurts so bad. I’m having a hard time at the moment, life is really getting me down but I’m trying my best. We both still love each other but it’s for the best. I’ve been here before, I’m a lover and I can’t help it. I love and I get hurt, but it’s all worth that beautiful high, that ‘on the top of the world’ feeling and the morning kisses.Hello winter, we meet again. I’ll wear my coat this time, but not for as long as last time.
Labels:

Comments

  1. cynthia lendeJune 29, 2019 at 2:12 AM

    Hi, I’ve been searching for help on how to get my ex lover back that broke up with me 2 years ago.. I was traumatised by the break up and nearly wanted to commit suicide but i thank God that i got the contact of dr Isiramen the spiritual father that helped me to get back my ex lover after much searching of help from different places. When i got in touch with dr Isiramen a, i explained everything to him to he gave me his words of encouragement and told me that he was going to prepare a spell for me that will help me get back my ex lover within 48 hours and i believed in his words for i was referred to him by a friend who he helped and right now, my ex lover is back and we are living happily together to get married next month. If you need any assistance whatsoever like getting cured from sickness, getting pregnant E.T.C. Then, I suggest that you get in touch with dr Isiramen now through his Email ID: oyimeanelisiramen@gmail.com and WhatsApp him on+2348117963221 for more information. Thank you sir.

    ReplyDelete

Post a Comment

Add Comments, Posts, Links... etc.

Popular posts from this blog

The difference between being right and being understood

My boyfriend and I are 28. We’ve been together for about 1.5 years and recently moved in together. He’s a pretty patient and easygoing person (Type B) whereas I’m more particular (Type A). Of course there are two sides to every trait, and my Type A nature benefits us in some ways too. Like all couples, we have differences in perspective or preference. When this happens, he will usually say something like “I disagree (with your perspective) but fine.” I tend to push the issue in an attempt to get him to understand where I’m coming from. This escalates the disagreement into a fight because he perceives it as me trying to be “right”. I truly just want to be understood (and I want to understand where he’s coming from) so I’m looking for more of a dialogue whereas he avoids conflict and just wants it to be over as quickly as possible. His general approach is “agree to disagree” but that doesn’t make sense to me when it’s an issue that will keep coming up and requires compromise. I’m n...
Read more

My (27f) gf (27f) is getting tired of me not sharing intimate/ personal info about me

I’ve always been extremely private and introverted. We have more than a year together and we’ve been living together for like 6 months, we get along pretty good and I’m really in love with her, however I can not seem to open up... and I can tell it’s frustrating to her by the way she tells me it bothers her that she feels she’s the only one committed and the one that’s always sharing... At this point I don’t even know if it is that I’ve gotten too used to it, to the point I’ve became lazy to talk about myself or give any genuine personal opinion... it sucks, really, I need to communicate better... Where do I start? Tl;dr: I can’t be completely intimate with my gf and its frustrating her, I need to communicate better because I really love her... where to start? Submitted April 25, 2019 at 06:02AM I’ve always been extremely private and introverted. We have more than a year together and we’ve been living together for like 6 months, we get along pretty good and I’m really in love ...
Read more

My (23M) girlfriend (25F) relationship is confusing to me. I might be the problem, or maybe we are just incompatible.

I met my girlfriend after a few serious breakups that led me to change both intentionally and unintentionally over a few years. For better and for worse. She had just gotten out of an engagement with a verbally and physically abusive man who had a cocaine problem. We have been together about 8 months now. We hit it off and spent a lot of time together but she began to push our relationship as if there were a time clock for milestones. I was pressed beyond my comfort zone and went with it because of my affection for her. My living situation fell apart and I lost a few thousand dollars to shit roommates right around the time she and I met and she offered to let me stay with her. I agreed with some resistance. I pay for food, help her with bills, and throw money toward rent while trying to get back on my feet. As long as we have been together she has gotten more possessive, angry, and irrational. She is dealing with shit from her engagement and I feel shes looking for a level of seriou...
Read more