Was it really for the best?

I loved you. From the day we first met seven years ago I knew I loved you. You told me you loved me from the day we met too. The day we started dating it felt like the universe was all coming to this one incredible pinnacle of time. A year later I was the one who broke things off. It wasn’t that I didn’t love you anymore, I still love you everyday. Distance is hard. I made you my priority; flying across the country to California to see you, sending gifts whenever I could on my broke college budget. I wanted to give you more. I wanted to give you the world and I knew one day I would. But everything changes. Time goes on my feelings never changed but circumstances always do. I never felt like I was enough for you. I wanted you to be happy and I couldn’t give you the world just yet, but the waiting was killing me. The day I ended things, my mind was sucked into a void. All I could physically feel was the tension in my chest, right over my heart. Fuck the distance. But in the end It was for the best. I do know that, but that doesn’t change the fact that my heart still belongs to you. I’m sorry we didn’t work out. one day you will find someone who makes you as happy as I wanted to. One day you will find someone who is enough. Maybe one day, if the universe allows, and fulfills my hopes, that lucky someone can be me.

Submitted May 20, 2019 at 03:31AM

I loved you. From the day we first met seven years ago I knew I loved you. You told me you loved me from the day we met too. The day we started dating it felt like the universe was all coming to this one incredible pinnacle of time. A year later I was the one who broke things off. It wasn’t that I didn’t love you anymore, I still love you everyday. Distance is hard. I made you my priority; flying across the country to California to see you, sending gifts whenever I could on my broke college budget. I wanted to give you more. I wanted to give you the world and I knew one day I would. But everything changes. Time goes on my feelings never changed but circumstances always do. I never felt like I was enough for you. I wanted you to be happy and I couldn’t give you the world just yet, but the waiting was killing me. The day I ended things, my mind was sucked into a void. All I could physically feel was the tension in my chest, right over my heart. Fuck the distance. But in the end It was for the best. I do know that, but that doesn’t change the fact that my heart still belongs to you. I’m sorry we didn’t work out. one day you will find someone who makes you as happy as I wanted to. One day you will find someone who is enough. Maybe one day, if the universe allows, and fulfills my hopes, that lucky someone can be me.