I [27F] get turned on by guys that are "douchey" and selfish in bed. Why is this and is anyone else like this?!

I've realized over the last few years that I'm MOST turned on by guys that are selfish douchebags in bed. For some reason, I get turned on when a guy doesn't bother trying to make me cum and is only concerned with his own orgasm, or when they try to gently pressure/convince me into having sex or giving them a blowjob when I'm not totally in the mood

One time I told the guy I was dating at the time that I didn't want to have sex that night because my period was late and I was a little paranoid I was pregnant so I wasn't in the mood. He prodded and prodded for over an hour and I eventually told him "i'm not sure..I still don't think it's a good idea..." but he got a condom and started having sex with me anyways. I should've been pissed off that he did that or have been more firm with saying no but I was incredibly turned on by that. Another ex loved getting blowjobs all the time and I was happy to give him lots of them but one night when I didn't want to he kept trying to convince me and at one point pushed my head down to his penis (not forcefully). Again something I get turned on by..

Meanwhile when I've been with guys who are not douchebags and are very giving partners in bed, I just don't get as turned on. Sometimes to the point of slightly being turned off.

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Is anyone else like this? And should I be at all trying to "fix" this weird turn on of mine?



Submitted April 14, 2019 at 06:08AM

I've realized over the last few years that I'm MOST turned on by guys that are selfish douchebags in bed. For some reason, I get turned on when a guy doesn't bother trying to make me cum and is only concerned with his own orgasm, or when they try to gently pressure/convince me into having sex or giving them a blowjob when I'm not totally in the moodOne time I told the guy I was dating at the time that I didn't want to have sex that night because my period was late and I was a little paranoid I was pregnant so I wasn't in the mood. He prodded and prodded for over an hour and I eventually told him "i'm not sure..I still don't think it's a good idea..." but he got a condom and started having sex with me anyways. I should've been pissed off that he did that or have been more firm with saying no but I was incredibly turned on by that. Another ex loved getting blowjobs all the time and I was happy to give him lots of them but one night when I didn't want to he kept trying to convince me and at one point pushed my head down to his penis (not forcefully). Again something I get turned on by..Meanwhile when I've been with guys who are not douchebags and are very giving partners in bed, I just don't get as turned on. Sometimes to the point of slightly being turned off.​Is anyone else like this? And should I be at all trying to "fix" this weird turn on of mine?
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