My First Love

When i was in 10th grade, I had a really close guy friend, closer than any girl friend i have ever had, i trusted him with my life. Over time, about 5 months of us being close friends, I started to get feelings for him. I had never fallen for a guy friend like this before, but then again, I never had a guy friend I was THIS close with. He was a little less than a year younger than me, and he was in the grade below me, a freshmen , rlly gross now that I think about it. I actually confessed my feelings to him a week after i even discovered my feelings. 2 days later he confessed the same thing. but THEN THAT WEEK TOLD ME HE LIKED A GIRL IN PUBLIC SCHOOL ( we go to a private school). LIEK WHAAAT. but yea, Kinda destroyed me , for some odd reason , 2 months after the confession he asked me to be his girlfriend while on ft rlly late at night, like 3 in the morning. Of course i was dying of happiness but i was scared he would break my heart. but yea 2 months later, i find out he was flirting w one of my distant friends, EVEN CALLED HER PET NAMES and they were fake married? Odd? idk kinda weird i think. But yea we just broke up after that. it destroyed me, I was in Love with him. That was a little over a year ago. Im now with the love of my life, he treats me well, and we've been together for a year and a month. Do I regret my first love? of course not, i cant find it in my heart to hate him either, hes just a lesson learned.

Submitted May 14, 2019 at 04:30AM

When i was in 10th grade, I had a really close guy friend, closer than any girl friend i have ever had, i trusted him with my life. Over time, about 5 months of us being close friends, I started to get feelings for him. I had never fallen for a guy friend like this before, but then again, I never had a guy friend I was THIS close with. He was a little less than a year younger than me, and he was in the grade below me, a freshmen , rlly gross now that I think about it. I actually confessed my feelings to him a week after i even discovered my feelings. 2 days later he confessed the same thing. but THEN THAT WEEK TOLD ME HE LIKED A GIRL IN PUBLIC SCHOOL ( we go to a private school). LIEK WHAAAT. but yea, Kinda destroyed me , for some odd reason , 2 months after the confession he asked me to be his girlfriend while on ft rlly late at night, like 3 in the morning. Of course i was dying of happiness but i was scared he would break my heart. but yea 2 months later, i find out he was flirting w one of my distant friends, EVEN CALLED HER PET NAMES and they were fake married? Odd? idk kinda weird i think. But yea we just broke up after that. it destroyed me, I was in Love with him. That was a little over a year ago. Im now with the love of my life, he treats me well, and we've been together for a year and a month. Do I regret my first love? of course not, i cant find it in my heart to hate him either, hes just a lesson learned.