I almost wanna give up on love
In these last 4 years I've been through 3 major heartbreaks, I had my last one a couple of days ago, I'm having a hard time figuring out if I'm really unlucky or I just suck as person, I thought I nailed it this time... turns out I was wrong, I just wanna stop existing, it hurts so fucking bad, all I wanted to live a real fairy tale with a cute, shy, funny, nerdy and sweet girl but I knew that was too much to ask, fuck this, honestly I feel terrible, I'll go back to feeling that deep lonelyness that I did not miss one bit, it's clear to me now, I only feel truly happy when I have someone that I love by side always, otherwise I just feel incomplete and lonely, I really didn't wanna get back to it... I just wanna cry and scream, I hate this... I just want it to go away and I just wanted to find real love...
Submitted May 13, 2019 at 11:09PM
In these last 4 years I've been through 3 major heartbreaks, I had my last one a couple of days ago, I'm having a hard time figuring out if I'm really unlucky or I just suck as person, I thought I nailed it this time... turns out I was wrong, I just wanna stop existing, it hurts so fucking bad, all I wanted to live a real fairy tale with a cute, shy, funny, nerdy and sweet girl but I knew that was too much to ask, fuck this, honestly I feel terrible, I'll go back to feeling that deep lonelyness that I did not miss one bit, it's clear to me now, I only feel truly happy when I have someone that I love by side always, otherwise I just feel incomplete and lonely, I really didn't wanna get back to it... I just wanna cry and scream, I hate this... I just want it to go away and I just wanted to find real love...
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