Not sure where I’m going with this

Maybe one day you will look back at this and understand how much I am in love with you.

Maybe one day you will see me the same way I see you. I can look at you for hours at every little hair on your face; outlining every little detail to make sure it never leaves my mind.

Balancing between how much I want to hold you and show you how beautiful the world can be while trying to keep respectable boundaries.

I don’t have anxiety with you I have anxiety without you. When I’m next to you and when I think about you everything is bliss. Here and there I worry about messing up but it’s all so I don’t lose you.

You are my everything. You are my Pam. You won’t read this before prom on Friday. But it’s going to be the best night ever. You are going to look adorable in your tux. When you don’t know what you’re doing and hold my waist like a lego figure it will just remind me how I am so in love with you that nothing you do is wrong.

I love you and all of your quirks. I love how you can tell me anything about piano keys and coins. I love when you play the office theme song with your eyes closed and part your lips just a tad in concentration. I love that you love the Beatles and try so hard to learn songs on the piano that I like. You say your memory is bad but you still remember the little things like a song I once listened to or how I’m allergic to earrings.

I never want this relationship to end. God damn you stole my heart and my breathe and it’s crazy. You are my best friend and my soulmate.

I mean we are in a relationship over pizza rolls and because I took 3 hours to ask you out.

All that and it has only been 5 months; it feels like I’ve known you forever. We’ve never kissed nor will we ever need to. I will wait for you for everything forever because you are my one and only. Mi amor <3



Submitted April 30, 2019 at 11:08PM

Maybe one day you will look back at this and understand how much I am in love with you.Maybe one day you will see me the same way I see you. I can look at you for hours at every little hair on your face; outlining every little detail to make sure it never leaves my mind.Balancing between how much I want to hold you and show you how beautiful the world can be while trying to keep respectable boundaries.I don’t have anxiety with you I have anxiety without you. When I’m next to you and when I think about you everything is bliss. Here and there I worry about messing up but it’s all so I don’t lose you.You are my everything. You are my Pam. You won’t read this before prom on Friday. But it’s going to be the best night ever. You are going to look adorable in your tux. When you don’t know what you’re doing and hold my waist like a lego figure it will just remind me how I am so in love with you that nothing you do is wrong.I love you and all of your quirks. I love how you can tell me anything about piano keys and coins. I love when you play the office theme song with your eyes closed and part your lips just a tad in concentration. I love that you love the Beatles and try so hard to learn songs on the piano that I like. You say your memory is bad but you still remember the little things like a song I once listened to or how I’m allergic to earrings.I never want this relationship to end. God damn you stole my heart and my breathe and it’s crazy. You are my best friend and my soulmate.I mean we are in a relationship over pizza rolls and because I took 3 hours to ask you out.All that and it has only been 5 months; it feels like I’ve known you forever. We’ve never kissed nor will we ever need to. I will wait for you for everything forever because you are my one and only. Mi amor <3
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