i just want to get this off my chest

i dont know what to do im just so lost

ive never felt the way i feel about you for anyone else i would do anything for you. i feel like for the first time im in love.

but its not going to work. we used to talk a lot and you knew how i felt about you but we didnt want the same thing. you just wanted to stay friends.

i would love to be your friend than be nothing to you, but whenever i saw or talked to you i was just reminded of all the things i absolutely love about you.

ive been trying to get over you for months because i know nothing will happen but i cant.

now its been over 3 weeks since ive talked to you. i thought you not being in my life would help me get over you but here i am lying in my bed at night just thinking about you and how much i still wish we could work.

i decided to message you because you just make me so much happier and i wanted to check up on you but you just brushed it off as if i was a stranger. i know your not really bothered about me and its not your fault youre not interested in me, you cant help the way you feel about someone.

but likewise i cant help the way i feel about you and i want to forget and move on but i just cant. every moment with you made me so happy even if it wasnt anything special. i dont know when or if i will move on but i dont think i will ever feel what i feel for you for anybody else



Submitted April 30, 2019 at 11:15PM

i dont know what to do im just so lostive never felt the way i feel about you for anyone else i would do anything for you. i feel like for the first time im in love.but its not going to work. we used to talk a lot and you knew how i felt about you but we didnt want the same thing. you just wanted to stay friends.i would love to be your friend than be nothing to you, but whenever i saw or talked to you i was just reminded of all the things i absolutely love about you.ive been trying to get over you for months because i know nothing will happen but i cant.now its been over 3 weeks since ive talked to you. i thought you not being in my life would help me get over you but here i am lying in my bed at night just thinking about you and how much i still wish we could work.i decided to message you because you just make me so much happier and i wanted to check up on you but you just brushed it off as if i was a stranger. i know your not really bothered about me and its not your fault youre not interested in me, you cant help the way you feel about someone.but likewise i cant help the way i feel about you and i want to forget and move on but i just cant. every moment with you made me so happy even if it wasnt anything special. i dont know when or if i will move on but i dont think i will ever feel what i feel for you for anybody else
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