I’ve never been heart broken before, help.

I met my twin flame. This guy is literally the male version of me, but he wants a break. I don’t know what to do, I know that I love him more than he does and that surprisingly doesn’t even bother me. I actually love him and I didn’t know a guy like him with his personality, even existed. I’m really broken because I would do anything for this guy, and have done a lot to just be with him. I go to school and I look around and everyone seems so okay and I just want to break down and cry. I’ve never had anything make me happy like that before, he made me see life a different way. It’s been two weeks since we took a break but we’ve been talking on and off and seeing each other, which is not right I know. I spent time with him today, and it just shattered me. I know there’s plenty of fish in the sea blah blah, but I want this fish. I held him so tightly today with his head on my chest, and the way I had him so close to me I just knew I would do anything for this guy. We didn’t have relationship problems, but I guess we wanted different things. But I just feel like if he wanted me the way I wanted him, it would work out so well. He likes me a lot and I know it, but I just feel so crushed. Why? this could be so perfect, why do these things happen? Im optimistic and I look at the brighter side of things, but he was such a bright side himself. Just seeing his name, sends me into memory lane and I feel like my soul is getting sucked out. I would do anything to be with him, and I feel so fucking stupid for putting myself in this situation knowing that it only hurts me. I never thought this would happen to me, I would always think I would never be in the situation I am in, because I would want better for myself. But right now I just want him. Now I understand how it feels to love someone so much and not be able have them, and it’s fucking painful.



Submitted May 01, 2019 at 02:07AM

I met my twin flame. This guy is literally the male version of me, but he wants a break. I don’t know what to do, I know that I love him more than he does and that surprisingly doesn’t even bother me. I actually love him and I didn’t know a guy like him with his personality, even existed. I’m really broken because I would do anything for this guy, and have done a lot to just be with him. I go to school and I look around and everyone seems so okay and I just want to break down and cry. I’ve never had anything make me happy like that before, he made me see life a different way. It’s been two weeks since we took a break but we’ve been talking on and off and seeing each other, which is not right I know. I spent time with him today, and it just shattered me. I know there’s plenty of fish in the sea blah blah, but I want this fish. I held him so tightly today with his head on my chest, and the way I had him so close to me I just knew I would do anything for this guy. We didn’t have relationship problems, but I guess we wanted different things. But I just feel like if he wanted me the way I wanted him, it would work out so well. He likes me a lot and I know it, but I just feel so crushed. Why? this could be so perfect, why do these things happen? Im optimistic and I look at the brighter side of things, but he was such a bright side himself. Just seeing his name, sends me into memory lane and I feel like my soul is getting sucked out. I would do anything to be with him, and I feel so fucking stupid for putting myself in this situation knowing that it only hurts me. I never thought this would happen to me, I would always think I would never be in the situation I am in, because I would want better for myself. But right now I just want him. Now I understand how it feels to love someone so much and not be able have them, and it’s fucking painful.
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