i'm done with being hurt

Dear S,

I cared for you more than you could ever know, even after i told you how i felt and you rejected me, i still felt the same way. Part of me thinks that i will always feel this way even a little, that you will always have a place in my heart and will be a part of me forever. Still not a day goes by when i don't think of you.

But i'm done being your friend and i'm done trying, the more i reflect on it you weren't there for me when i needed you, when you knew i needed you. I did everything i could to help you when you needed someone and you cannot say you did the same for me.

You weren't there for me romantically, but i'm not angry and wouldn't change your decision for anything. I respect and understand how you feel and it would be worse for you to come with me if you didn't feel the same way. But you also weren't there for me as a friend and that's what bothers me. I've been through hell and more this last year and you know it, but you never made an effort. Never made an effort to see if i was okay or support me, and its fine, you didn't need to, but you've made it apparent where you stand. So, i'm done, i'm done. I'm going to go and find someone that can care and reciprocate, even if it takes years i really don't care.

I'm done with being hurt, i am going to move on and i am going to succeed and do the other things. If you're not willing to take the risk that i was willing to, by telling you how i felt despite everything, then there is nothing more to say. I feel sad and drained, but i have closure, even if it is internal. I find it impossible to muster any kind of spite against you and i genuinely wish you all the best, but it is time for me to go.

yours always,

A

Submitted May 11, 2019 at 08:50AM

Dear S,I cared for you more than you could ever know, even after i told you how i felt and you rejected me, i still felt the same way. Part of me thinks that i will always feel this way even a little, that you will always have a place in my heart and will be a part of me forever. Still not a day goes by when i don't think of you.But i'm done being your friend and i'm done trying, the more i reflect on it you weren't there for me when i needed you, when you knew i needed you. I did everything i could to help you when you needed someone and you cannot say you did the same for me.You weren't there for me romantically, but i'm not angry and wouldn't change your decision for anything. I respect and understand how you feel and it would be worse for you to come with me if you didn't feel the same way. But you also weren't there for me as a friend and that's what bothers me. I've been through hell and more this last year and you know it, but you never made an effort. Never made an effort to see if i was okay or support me, and its fine, you didn't need to, but you've made it apparent where you stand. So, i'm done, i'm done. I'm going to go and find someone that can care and reciprocate, even if it takes years i really don't care.I'm done with being hurt, i am going to move on and i am going to succeed and do the other things. If you're not willing to take the risk that i was willing to, by telling you how i felt despite everything, then there is nothing more to say. I feel sad and drained, but i have closure, even if it is internal. I find it impossible to muster any kind of spite against you and i genuinely wish you all the best, but it is time for me to go.yours always,A