You don’t know me, but I love you.

We’ve not talked that much. Hell, we’ve only said about 80 words to each other. But after a couple months of observing you, I’ve fallen in love. You’re so smart and handsome. You don’t care how others perceive you, you don’t care about fitting in. People talk about how smart you are all the time, even when you’re not in the class. Talking about how smart you are. Doesn’t help with me trying not to like you so much. I know you probably just recognize as that weird bipolar girl whom you have a couple classes with and had that weird friend who watched you play chess that one morning. But I’m sorry, the short morning we spent together was enough to reel me in for good. You smiled at me. You talked to me. You looked at me. After months of silently watching you, it all became real and I was ecstatic. Even more so than the time we almost bumped into each other when you popped out of a random door in the hallway, talk about me being cheesy. I keep saying it’s “fate” how of all people you almost bumped into me that morning. Sorry if you feel like you’re being watched, that’s probably me. But don’t worry, it’s not like I’d ever confront you. I’d never hurt you so don’t worry.

Submitted April 11, 2019 at 04:07AM

We’ve not talked that much. Hell, we’ve only said about 80 words to each other. But after a couple months of observing you, I’ve fallen in love. You’re so smart and handsome. You don’t care how others perceive you, you don’t care about fitting in. People talk about how smart you are all the time, even when you’re not in the class. Talking about how smart you are. Doesn’t help with me trying not to like you so much. I know you probably just recognize as that weird bipolar girl whom you have a couple classes with and had that weird friend who watched you play chess that one morning. But I’m sorry, the short morning we spent together was enough to reel me in for good. You smiled at me. You talked to me. You looked at me. After months of silently watching you, it all became real and I was ecstatic. Even more so than the time we almost bumped into each other when you popped out of a random door in the hallway, talk about me being cheesy. I keep saying it’s “fate” how of all people you almost bumped into me that morning. Sorry if you feel like you’re being watched, that’s probably me. But don’t worry, it’s not like I’d ever confront you. I’d never hurt you so don’t worry.