I need a man

I'm tired of everything. I just need A Man, who isn’t abusive, who calls me his own, who wants no one but me, who doesn’t make me feel like a second option, who will do anything for me, no matter what it is, who will take the effort to help me out, who is good at making decisions, who knows what they want, who loves me for everything that I am, who will respect me when I say no, who will never leave, even in the worst of moods, even if I annoy them, who won’t lead me on and play with my emotions, who will laugh with me, who won’t guilt trip me, who will admit when they do something wrong, who will tell me everything, who is honest no matter what they have to say, who builds me up, who wants the best for me, who is okay with my questions, who will answer my questions and not just say I should already know, who will tell me how they feel about me, who will show me with words and actions that they love me, who will give me what I give them, who cares and appreciates me for me, who tells me they need help with something, who doesn’t try to tell me how I should feel, who doesn’t make me feel guilty about saying the truth, saying how I feel, who will apologize when it is necessary, who relies on me a little bit, who treats me like I’m there princess, who can and is willing to fight for me and the relationship no matter what, who can stand being away from me, And someone who will make the effort instead of it just being me. I am getting tired of having these men who abuse, bully, make me cry, who lie to me, who are cowards and don ’t open up and tell me that they have feelings for another person, people who don’t know what or who they want to be with, people who lie to me that they always say everything to me, people who talk behind my back, people who don’t tell me the full truth, people who lie to me that they are not having any doubts, people who don’t keep there word, people who don’t make any fucking effort to be in a relationship with me, people who don’t pursue me like I pursue them, and I’m tired of fucking men who don’t be themself around me. I could go on and on, but I think you get the picture. I want someone who will care, support, love, hold, kiss, hug, be with, talk, sing, and who won’t lie to me about stories and who won’t change the subject when I ask them something. All this pisses me the fuck off. I hate it. I feel undeserving of the kind of love i want because of all the men and women who have done something to me for the past four years of my life

Submitted May 14, 2019 at 09:01PM

I'm tired of everything. I just need A Man, who isn’t abusive, who calls me his own, who wants no one but me, who doesn’t make me feel like a second option, who will do anything for me, no matter what it is, who will take the effort to help me out, who is good at making decisions, who knows what they want, who loves me for everything that I am, who will respect me when I say no, who will never leave, even in the worst of moods, even if I annoy them, who won’t lead me on and play with my emotions, who will laugh with me, who won’t guilt trip me, who will admit when they do something wrong, who will tell me everything, who is honest no matter what they have to say, who builds me up, who wants the best for me, who is okay with my questions, who will answer my questions and not just say I should already know, who will tell me how they feel about me, who will show me with words and actions that they love me, who will give me what I give them, who cares and appreciates me for me, who tells me they need help with something, who doesn’t try to tell me how I should feel, who doesn’t make me feel guilty about saying the truth, saying how I feel, who will apologize when it is necessary, who relies on me a little bit, who treats me like I’m there princess, who can and is willing to fight for me and the relationship no matter what, who can stand being away from me, And someone who will make the effort instead of it just being me. I am getting tired of having these men who abuse, bully, make me cry, who lie to me, who are cowards and don ’t open up and tell me that they have feelings for another person, people who don’t know what or who they want to be with, people who lie to me that they always say everything to me, people who talk behind my back, people who don’t tell me the full truth, people who lie to me that they are not having any doubts, people who don’t keep there word, people who don’t make any fucking effort to be in a relationship with me, people who don’t pursue me like I pursue them, and I’m tired of fucking men who don’t be themself around me. I could go on and on, but I think you get the picture. I want someone who will care, support, love, hold, kiss, hug, be with, talk, sing, and who won’t lie to me about stories and who won’t change the subject when I ask them something. All this pisses me the fuck off. I hate it. I feel undeserving of the kind of love i want because of all the men and women who have done something to me for the past four years of my life