Someone you once found attractive can look so ugly after they’ve hurt you

Not physically, but just their personality becomes so, so ugly.

You kept telling yourself that they’re not like the others who’ve hurt you and they’re better than that, convincing yourself that what little they give you is equal to the lot that you give them. You were just lying to yourself as much as they were to you.

They took advantage of you, USED you, because it was easy. Not that you’re an easy person, but you were easy for them because you genuinely cared about them. They say they care about you to let you down gently, but once you hit the ground you realize they didn’t really care at all. If they did, it wouldn’t have gotten this far.

It’s sad you got hurt, but it’s even sadder that you really had faith in them, that maybe they weren’t like this. You just really wanted them, but they don’t love you. They didn’t even like you.

So manipulative, so hurtful, so sad, so... ugly.

You deserve so much better.

Submitted April 09, 2019 at 03:07PM

Not physically, but just their personality becomes so, so ugly.You kept telling yourself that they’re not like the others who’ve hurt you and they’re better than that, convincing yourself that what little they give you is equal to the lot that you give them. You were just lying to yourself as much as they were to you.They took advantage of you, USED you, because it was easy. Not that you’re an easy person, but you were easy for them because you genuinely cared about them. They say they care about you to let you down gently, but once you hit the ground you realize they didn’t really care at all. If they did, it wouldn’t have gotten this far.It’s sad you got hurt, but it’s even sadder that you really had faith in them, that maybe they weren’t like this. You just really wanted them, but they don’t love you. They didn’t even like you.So manipulative, so hurtful, so sad, so... ugly.You deserve so much better.