I was a drunken creep a few days ago...

Hey guys,

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Throwaway for obvious reasons but I want to clear my head out like I can't in person with someone else, I also want to ask for advice and thoughts.

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So basically I joined a frat recently, kinda reluctantly as well but im not gonna go over that cause it has little bearing. We had a party and I went to the pregame beforehand. I'd say im a good moderate, to heavy weight when it comes to drinking or so I thought. I ended playing too many card drinking games, and just drinking too much in general. Once the party started more drinking, and then when I had girl friends come over they gave me some of their drinks as well.

The point is I don't remember much about the night, but apparently at the party I started dancing with random girls with no consent and made them uncomfortable (DUH). Once I went outside and realized that I was too fucked up, cause I was told so, I stayed outside and puked (one of the only things I remember about that night). There was more stuff that happened after, but none as bad. A lot of it was a blur and I'm still learning more about what I was doing that night (in general, as far as Im aware none of the sexually charged actions carried over anywhere besides the dance floor). My question is... does that make me inherently a creep? If yes, then how do you go about changing it?

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My head has been spinning all day at just the thought of what I did, how I made others feel and the more info I've learned about the night the more I'm just sorry about everything. I feel like I can't even look at other people without wanting to yak. Normally I'm pretty self composed, I've never ever dranken so much in my life. When I'm drunk I do tend to get a little rowdy but I always keep my actions to myself and especially when im drunk I avoid being sexually charged, I've never ever done what I did yesterday sober, never contemplated it, so I don't know why I fucked up so bad then.

Submitted April 15, 2019 at 04:00AM

Hey guys,​Throwaway for obvious reasons but I want to clear my head out like I can't in person with someone else, I also want to ask for advice and thoughts.​So basically I joined a frat recently, kinda reluctantly as well but im not gonna go over that cause it has little bearing. We had a party and I went to the pregame beforehand. I'd say im a good moderate, to heavy weight when it comes to drinking or so I thought. I ended playing too many card drinking games, and just drinking too much in general. Once the party started more drinking, and then when I had girl friends come over they gave me some of their drinks as well.The point is I don't remember much about the night, but apparently at the party I started dancing with random girls with no consent and made them uncomfortable (DUH). Once I went outside and realized that I was too fucked up, cause I was told so, I stayed outside and puked (one of the only things I remember about that night). There was more stuff that happened after, but none as bad. A lot of it was a blur and I'm still learning more about what I was doing that night (in general, as far as Im aware none of the sexually charged actions carried over anywhere besides the dance floor). My question is... does that make me inherently a creep? If yes, then how do you go about changing it?​My head has been spinning all day at just the thought of what I did, how I made others feel and the more info I've learned about the night the more I'm just sorry about everything. I feel like I can't even look at other people without wanting to yak. Normally I'm pretty self composed, I've never ever dranken so much in my life. When I'm drunk I do tend to get a little rowdy but I always keep my actions to myself and especially when im drunk I avoid being sexually charged, I've never ever done what I did yesterday sober, never contemplated it, so I don't know why I fucked up so bad then.