Remembering you

This will be a long post... sorry guys

It’s not often that we come across someone who leaves us with such a powerful feeling. The idea that such a feeling could make you feel the highest high or the lowest low. While you are going about your day you think of them. And, when you lay your head down to sleep, you dream of them. You begin to view the world in a different perspective. You gush at every romantic movie, book, or song, because you get it. You are always in a good mood as long as you get to be around them and talk with them. While you are with them it’s the best of times, and once you part, you look forward to the next time you can be in each other’s presence. The beauty that you see in them, goes beyond their appearance. You see their heart and they see yours. The two of you are two souls taking flight, and wandering about this new existence you both know as love.

Writing this makes me think of you. I remember the first time we spoke, I told you I found you charming, intimidating, but unobtainable. Because well, I’m not like the other girls, I’m boring, plain Jane, far from sexy, also nerdy at times. But You told me you felt the same, and then smiled at me. So warm and kind. The look in your eyes was something I’ll never forget. I was witnessing the moment you were falling in love and I knew it because I was too. We became best friends and would hang out, get coffee together, go for walks, talk about life, religion, politics, videos games, relationships,... any and everything really.

How innocent our friendship was, how beautiful our interactions were. When we were together, time seemed to freeze and all sounds were muffled. All I could hear was you and it was all I wanted to hear. I would look into you eyes and I’d be afraid to look into them for too long because the longer I’d gaze, the less control I had. The more emotional I’d become, the deeper in love I’d fall. And you, you said that I was the only one to ever look at you like that. We both knew how we felt about one another, and that was enough for us, right?

At the time neither one of us were in a position to date. Both our lives were a mess at the moment, so we agreed to stay friends. Time went on, and we became closer you would hold my hands and smile at me, we kissed a few times. What we blossomed into felt so pure, so real, it almost felt sacred. I loved you and I know you loved me as well. That was years ago.

Over time we drifted apart, and we forgotten what it felt like to be in each other’s company. We didn’t go looking for one another and if we saw one another our conversations were so vague, I couldn’t get myself to bring up the past. It felt like it would be unfair. So I wouldn’t. You looked so happy, so no need. The last time I seen you was in November of 2018. The only exchange we had was a smile and a wave. It breaks my heart honestly. I’m not sure if you remember, but I do and I will keep those memories of us locked up inside in a small corner of my heart. ❤️

Submitted April 18, 2019 at 06:10AM

This will be a long post... sorry guysIt’s not often that we come across someone who leaves us with such a powerful feeling. The idea that such a feeling could make you feel the highest high or the lowest low. While you are going about your day you think of them. And, when you lay your head down to sleep, you dream of them. You begin to view the world in a different perspective. You gush at every romantic movie, book, or song, because you get it. You are always in a good mood as long as you get to be around them and talk with them. While you are with them it’s the best of times, and once you part, you look forward to the next time you can be in each other’s presence. The beauty that you see in them, goes beyond their appearance. You see their heart and they see yours. The two of you are two souls taking flight, and wandering about this new existence you both know as love.Writing this makes me think of you. I remember the first time we spoke, I told you I found you charming, intimidating, but unobtainable. Because well, I’m not like the other girls, I’m boring, plain Jane, far from sexy, also nerdy at times. But You told me you felt the same, and then smiled at me. So warm and kind. The look in your eyes was something I’ll never forget. I was witnessing the moment you were falling in love and I knew it because I was too. We became best friends and would hang out, get coffee together, go for walks, talk about life, religion, politics, videos games, relationships,... any and everything really.How innocent our friendship was, how beautiful our interactions were. When we were together, time seemed to freeze and all sounds were muffled. All I could hear was you and it was all I wanted to hear. I would look into you eyes and I’d be afraid to look into them for too long because the longer I’d gaze, the less control I had. The more emotional I’d become, the deeper in love I’d fall. And you, you said that I was the only one to ever look at you like that. We both knew how we felt about one another, and that was enough for us, right?At the time neither one of us were in a position to date. Both our lives were a mess at the moment, so we agreed to stay friends. Time went on, and we became closer you would hold my hands and smile at me, we kissed a few times. What we blossomed into felt so pure, so real, it almost felt sacred. I loved you and I know you loved me as well. That was years ago.Over time we drifted apart, and we forgotten what it felt like to be in each other’s company. We didn’t go looking for one another and if we saw one another our conversations were so vague, I couldn’t get myself to bring up the past. It felt like it would be unfair. So I wouldn’t. You looked so happy, so no need. The last time I seen you was in November of 2018. The only exchange we had was a smile and a wave. It breaks my heart honestly. I’m not sure if you remember, but I do and I will keep those memories of us locked up inside in a small corner of my heart. ❤️