I Experienced Something That Shook Me to My Core (Somewhat)

So the other day I got out of school early (I'm in Highschool) and on my way to the car I noticed how beautiful the day was. The wind was blowing pretty strongly but not enough that you couldn't breathe. The trees were rustling peacefully as I listened to "Song on a Beach"- Soundtrack of the Movie: Her (HIGHLY RECOMMEND THE SONG AND MOVIE) I started smiling cause I was just so happy I was alive to see such a beautiful day and feel so peaceful.

I kept walking and down the sidewalk a block away I saw the guy I've liked for 6 years walking towards me. A year ago me and him had a falling out because he stood me up without telling me anything whatsoever. I don't know why I care so deeply about him and why he is so important to me. Everytime I see him I want to just go and hug him and tell him how much I care about him. (Side note: Earlier this week I had asked the universe to give me a sign if I should give him up or keep liking him. I was so done with having this love for someone that might not be meant for me.)

I immediately looked everywhere else but him to make it seem like I didn't notice him. He was also looking everywhere else but me when he noticed me. The wind had calmed down by now and the song was slowing down towards the middle of it's run.

It wasn't until we were a few sidewalk squares away from each other that we finally looked up at each other. Suddenly the wind blew harder and the song got to It's intense part (photograph- arcade fire). The wind blew his and my hair as well as the trees surrounding us. It felt so intense as my heart imcreased. He smiled at me and we spoke really quickly. I then walked away with a huge feeling of happiness.

I'm not sure if that was a sign though? Let me know what you guys think ☺



Submitted April 18, 2019 at 03:25AM

So the other day I got out of school early (I'm in Highschool) and on my way to the car I noticed how beautiful the day was. The wind was blowing pretty strongly but not enough that you couldn't breathe. The trees were rustling peacefully as I listened to "Song on a Beach"- Soundtrack of the Movie: Her (HIGHLY RECOMMEND THE SONG AND MOVIE) I started smiling cause I was just so happy I was alive to see such a beautiful day and feel so peaceful.I kept walking and down the sidewalk a block away I saw the guy I've liked for 6 years walking towards me. A year ago me and him had a falling out because he stood me up without telling me anything whatsoever. I don't know why I care so deeply about him and why he is so important to me. Everytime I see him I want to just go and hug him and tell him how much I care about him. (Side note: Earlier this week I had asked the universe to give me a sign if I should give him up or keep liking him. I was so done with having this love for someone that might not be meant for me.)I immediately looked everywhere else but him to make it seem like I didn't notice him. He was also looking everywhere else but me when he noticed me. The wind had calmed down by now and the song was slowing down towards the middle of it's run.It wasn't until we were a few sidewalk squares away from each other that we finally looked up at each other. Suddenly the wind blew harder and the song got to It's intense part (photograph- arcade fire). The wind blew his and my hair as well as the trees surrounding us. It felt so intense as my heart imcreased. He smiled at me and we spoke really quickly. I then walked away with a huge feeling of happiness.I'm not sure if that was a sign though? Let me know what you guys think ☺
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