Unrequited Love

It's like constantly checking your phone expecting someone to message you even though you already knew that person won't

It's like forcing yourself to fit inside this tiny hole just to be a part of something.

It's like fighting someone you already knew you won't able to win no matter what happen.

It's like bursting your way forth through that storm God knows what hell you end up with but you kept going because you keep grasping to that little hope.

It's like pulling that knife that buried deeper on your chest hoping you would end up fine but you knew you'll die instead.

It's like searching for something that doesn't even exist.

You kept putting on so much effort but that effort isn't enough to have her because she is too way out of your league that each day you'd lose a chance to have her.

You could only wish that person her happiness with you, but you could already see herself happy without you.

It hurts to be ignored by someone you prayed for, and waited for months to be with her but it can't happen because she doesn't want me.

It hurts because you already knew she only have time for you when she's bored or nothing else to talk to.

It hurts because you knew the difference between you and her, is the fact that I AM IN LOVE but she's NOT

It hurts because when you actually felt that connection that is getting stronger knowing ONLY you felt that connection.

It really hurts, it really fucking hurts praying for that person that can no longer be yours

Submitted April 23, 2019 at 06:14PM

It's like constantly checking your phone expecting someone to message you even though you already knew that person won'tIt's like forcing yourself to fit inside this tiny hole just to be a part of something.It's like fighting someone you already knew you won't able to win no matter what happen.It's like bursting your way forth through that storm God knows what hell you end up with but you kept going because you keep grasping to that little hope.It's like pulling that knife that buried deeper on your chest hoping you would end up fine but you knew you'll die instead.It's like searching for something that doesn't even exist.You kept putting on so much effort but that effort isn't enough to have her because she is too way out of your league that each day you'd lose a chance to have her.You could only wish that person her happiness with you, but you could already see herself happy without you.It hurts to be ignored by someone you prayed for, and waited for months to be with her but it can't happen because she doesn't want me.It hurts because you already knew she only have time for you when she's bored or nothing else to talk to.It hurts because you knew the difference between you and her, is the fact that I AM IN LOVE but she's NOTIt hurts because when you actually felt that connection that is getting stronger knowing ONLY you felt that connection.It really hurts, it really fucking hurts praying for that person that can no longer be yours