Tired of it.

I’m tired of loving you.

I’m tired of the longing, the waiting, the hoping.

I’m tired of feeling safe whenever I’m around you, but unable to be held in your arms.

I’m tired of you camping out in my mind. Would it be too much to ask for some time alone?

I’m tired of pretending I just look at you as a friend.

I’m tired of my pathetic cries over not being with you.

I’m tired of wishing that you didn’t have someone to love when we first met.

I hate this obsession I somehow developed with you. I don’t understand why I have to adore you so much after all this time.

I’m tired of it all, but I don’t know how to move on.

Worst of all, I don’t even WANT to move on deep down. My love for you has created far too much hope for our future. For once, my optimism is getting the best of me.

I’m tired of loving you, but I can’t stop.

Submitted April 24, 2019 at 12:33AM

I’m tired of loving you.I’m tired of the longing, the waiting, the hoping.I’m tired of feeling safe whenever I’m around you, but unable to be held in your arms.I’m tired of you camping out in my mind. Would it be too much to ask for some time alone?I’m tired of pretending I just look at you as a friend.I’m tired of my pathetic cries over not being with you.I’m tired of wishing that you didn’t have someone to love when we first met.I hate this obsession I somehow developed with you. I don’t understand why I have to adore you so much after all this time.I’m tired of it all, but I don’t know how to move on.Worst of all, I don’t even WANT to move on deep down. My love for you has created far too much hope for our future. For once, my optimism is getting the best of me.I’m tired of loving you, but I can’t stop.