I have a thing for feet and size stuff and feel so ashamed

Ever since I was in preschool I remember us having some sort of “water sport” day and the female teachers were barefoot and for some reason I keep staring at their feet and wanted to touch them. Ever since then that’s my go to when looking at a woman. I’ve gotten feet rubbed on genitals before and it was nice and all, but all I really want to do is give foot massages. I also love butts and boobs, it’s just that feet are my thing.

As I got older I (I’m currently a 21M) started masturbating when I was almost 18 (no one ever told me how to do it so I just never tried until then) and although I rarely use it, I did get a little bit into porn, and figured out that I have a thing for shrinking stuff, like me being shrunk and women being shrunk. No one knows that I’m into this stuff but I just really like it. And I’m so ashamed. I feel like a freak. I’m pretty good looking and 6’4 and I get looks from girls quite a bit, but I feel so bad because every time I get a look or something I imagine having to tell them somehow about what I’m into. I’ve been talking to this girl who is attractive and a bit of an oddball since she’s super into bdsm and dominating type stuff, but even when I jokingly brought up a guy having something for feet she said she’d never do it and that was too weird, even if all he wanted to do was foot rubs. I just feel so ashamed and wish there was a way or drug to convert my sexual interests to boob or butt more so or something more normal.



Submitted March 04, 2020 at 11:43PM

Ever since I was in preschool I remember us having some sort of “water sport” day and the female teachers were barefoot and for some reason I keep staring at their feet and wanted to touch them. Ever since then that’s my go to when looking at a woman. I’ve gotten feet rubbed on genitals before and it was nice and all, but all I really want to do is give foot massages. I also love butts and boobs, it’s just that feet are my thing.As I got older I (I’m currently a 21M) started masturbating when I was almost 18 (no one ever told me how to do it so I just never tried until then) and although I rarely use it, I did get a little bit into porn, and figured out that I have a thing for shrinking stuff, like me being shrunk and women being shrunk. No one knows that I’m into this stuff but I just really like it. And I’m so ashamed. I feel like a freak. I’m pretty good looking and 6’4 and I get looks from girls quite a bit, but I feel so bad because every time I get a look or something I imagine having to tell them somehow about what I’m into. I’ve been talking to this girl who is attractive and a bit of an oddball since she’s super into bdsm and dominating type stuff, but even when I jokingly brought up a guy having something for feet she said she’d never do it and that was too weird, even if all he wanted to do was foot rubs. I just feel so ashamed and wish there was a way or drug to convert my sexual interests to boob or butt more so or something more normal.
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