I (24M) have no friends or relationship

A little bit of background: I'm a 24 y.o single male. Just finished my undergrads and doing my Master's degree while working full-time as a software engineer. I have a good career and make good money. All my life i have been chasing my career thinking people would respect me more.

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My only friends are my coworkers (32M team leader and 34 senior developer, both with their own families, not really the most practical friendships) and another guy (23M) that we have been friends since when i can remember. I consider him my best friend, but i don't think he does. I don't really fit in with his company since their life consists mostly of partying and alcohol/drugs. I have no real contact with my old friends since most of them have either used me (for example with studies back in university), or have taken the wrong path in their lives (drug/alcohol abuse, theft and so on).

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My love life is even worse: I've had only one girlfriend so far (22F), our relationship has spanned for about two years. I ended our relationship a while ago since it was unhealthy for both of us, and i didn't feel as i used to feel anymore. I am the type of guy that can talk with women confidently. In big companies I'm always socializing, and have a good sense of humor. I believe that I'm good looking and smart. Males (and sometimes females) always assume that I'm doing well with women, even though that's not the case.

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The thing is in general that i think that people don't like me. I don't get the interest or attention that some other people do. I can go to a party and have fun, socialize, talk to other people, make the company laugh, but i get the constant feeling that people don't really like me. Women won't approach me, friends won't trust me with their "secrets" or personal life. What am i doing wrong?

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TL;DR I don't have any friends or relationships, and i don't know why don't people like me.



Submitted November 04, 2019 at 11:52PM

A little bit of background: I'm a 24 y.o single male. Just finished my undergrads and doing my Master's degree while working full-time as a software engineer. I have a good career and make good money. All my life i have been chasing my career thinking people would respect me more.​My only friends are my coworkers (32M team leader and 34 senior developer, both with their own families, not really the most practical friendships) and another guy (23M) that we have been friends since when i can remember. I consider him my best friend, but i don't think he does. I don't really fit in with his company since their life consists mostly of partying and alcohol/drugs. I have no real contact with my old friends since most of them have either used me (for example with studies back in university), or have taken the wrong path in their lives (drug/alcohol abuse, theft and so on).​My love life is even worse: I've had only one girlfriend so far (22F), our relationship has spanned for about two years. I ended our relationship a while ago since it was unhealthy for both of us, and i didn't feel as i used to feel anymore. I am the type of guy that can talk with women confidently. In big companies I'm always socializing, and have a good sense of humor. I believe that I'm good looking and smart. Males (and sometimes females) always assume that I'm doing well with women, even though that's not the case.​The thing is in general that i think that people don't like me. I don't get the interest or attention that some other people do. I can go to a party and have fun, socialize, talk to other people, make the company laugh, but i get the constant feeling that people don't really like me. Women won't approach me, friends won't trust me with their "secrets" or personal life. What am i doing wrong?​TL;DR I don't have any friends or relationships, and i don't know why don't people like me.
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