Everyone is ghosting me (22f)

I am losing all my relationships. My boyfriend slowly cut me off for no reason (known to me) and now we’re not seeing each other. I was immensely in love with him, sacrificed more than anyone should be asked for, went totally out of my way and exhausted myself for him all for it to boil down to ghosting. Everyone would tell me I was too good for him and deserved better but I was head over heals. I miss him everyday and I just never got closure. My bestfriend of four years broke friendship with me over something really tiny. It was me being annoying and chatty while I was stoned while we were traveling. After the trip he just cut me off over this. I was confused but I apologized to him with a card and presents, he refused to even open it and left it in the trash. I asked my other friends if there’s anything I could retrospect over and can change about myself and they said it was not my fault at all and he’s just acting childish or that his girlfriend is making him do it and there’s nothing I can do if he’s not willing to talk. Most of my older close friends have moved out of the country so even though we’re close, we’re separated by distance. And everyone close who’s near me is just distancing. On my recent vacation, I met a wonderful boy who I got really close to. We were just talking over voice notes and he asked me if I was blushing. I said you must have 4D vision to tell someone’s blushing over vn I’m just giggling. He said my bad and next thing, he blocks me everywhere. It seems like a small thing but this was the last straw. I’m just so confused and heartbroken. I would understand if I’m given a reason. I’m a generally decent, friendly and kind person. I have some following on social media and I get strangers telling me how perfect I am and then I look at how my life is actually falling apart and people leaving me, and I just don’t know what to make of it and how imperfect I truly must be.

TL;DR: My boyfriend, best-friend, another new friend I made ghosted me over nothing. What should I do?

Submitted November 03, 2019 at 11:32PM

I am losing all my relationships. My boyfriend slowly cut me off for no reason (known to me) and now we’re not seeing each other. I was immensely in love with him, sacrificed more than anyone should be asked for, went totally out of my way and exhausted myself for him all for it to boil down to ghosting. Everyone would tell me I was too good for him and deserved better but I was head over heals. I miss him everyday and I just never got closure. My bestfriend of four years broke friendship with me over something really tiny. It was me being annoying and chatty while I was stoned while we were traveling. After the trip he just cut me off over this. I was confused but I apologized to him with a card and presents, he refused to even open it and left it in the trash. I asked my other friends if there’s anything I could retrospect over and can change about myself and they said it was not my fault at all and he’s just acting childish or that his girlfriend is making him do it and there’s nothing I can do if he’s not willing to talk. Most of my older close friends have moved out of the country so even though we’re close, we’re separated by distance. And everyone close who’s near me is just distancing. On my recent vacation, I met a wonderful boy who I got really close to. We were just talking over voice notes and he asked me if I was blushing. I said you must have 4D vision to tell someone’s blushing over vn I’m just giggling. He said my bad and next thing, he blocks me everywhere. It seems like a small thing but this was the last straw. I’m just so confused and heartbroken. I would understand if I’m given a reason. I’m a generally decent, friendly and kind person. I have some following on social media and I get strangers telling me how perfect I am and then I look at how my life is actually falling apart and people leaving me, and I just don’t know what to make of it and how imperfect I truly must be.TL;DR: My boyfriend, best-friend, another new friend I made ghosted me over nothing. What should I do?