Now I don't barely know her, but I think I can love her.

There is this girl... So this began in 2016, when I was 16 years old. I randomly came across a girl's instagram profile. She had a private account so I could only see the small profile pic. I found her too unbelievably beautiful. I was mesmerized by how pretty she is. But I think that not everyone would agree. Like in my opinion pretty you know. So I dm'd her. It's now a good thing to add that I am originally from a country in the middle east, but live in a western European country. I began talking to her, I don't remember everything I said but I do remember that I ended with a stupid joke (nothing inappropriate just literally stupid). In the end she blocked me. But before she did I felt guilty about it I think. So I told my mom about it. I showed my mom the pic of the girl and her name. As it turns out, that girl's parents and my parents were old friends. They were really good friends. I have literally baby pics with this girl. I was shocked then. The weird thing is I felt completely in love with this girl just by the way she looks... In the summer of 2018 I made an I Instagram account where I posted songs and stuff. I texted her again. But in a different way. I told her how extremely beautiful I think she is. And I was surprised but she texted back and we started talking. After a few days I told her who I am. I saw her in the beginning of this year. My parents and her parents have like mutual friends and they had people coming over including her with a part of her family and me with my mother and sister. I saw her, and shook her hand. I was really nervous. I had not talked to her in a a while. But she did not really act as if she knows me that annoyed me a little. I changed that instagram account then into my personal account so that I could have her follow me. A lot of time has passed and I congratulated her on her birthday a few months back. And till this day she watches my story on instagram each time. And now I just dont know. I am 19 years old she is 20 years old. I live here in Europe she there in the middle east. I just can't forget her and I will probably see her in the coming weeks/months. I know that she has very strict parents and we come from a culture where it is not easy to get to know each other. And I just dont know. Like that song says: "Now I don't hardly know her, but I think I could love her..."



Submitted January 03, 2020 at 11:54PM

There is this girl... So this began in 2016, when I was 16 years old. I randomly came across a girl's instagram profile. She had a private account so I could only see the small profile pic. I found her too unbelievably beautiful. I was mesmerized by how pretty she is. But I think that not everyone would agree. Like in my opinion pretty you know. So I dm'd her. It's now a good thing to add that I am originally from a country in the middle east, but live in a western European country. I began talking to her, I don't remember everything I said but I do remember that I ended with a stupid joke (nothing inappropriate just literally stupid). In the end she blocked me. But before she did I felt guilty about it I think. So I told my mom about it. I showed my mom the pic of the girl and her name. As it turns out, that girl's parents and my parents were old friends. They were really good friends. I have literally baby pics with this girl. I was shocked then. The weird thing is I felt completely in love with this girl just by the way she looks... In the summer of 2018 I made an I Instagram account where I posted songs and stuff. I texted her again. But in a different way. I told her how extremely beautiful I think she is. And I was surprised but she texted back and we started talking. After a few days I told her who I am. I saw her in the beginning of this year. My parents and her parents have like mutual friends and they had people coming over including her with a part of her family and me with my mother and sister. I saw her, and shook her hand. I was really nervous. I had not talked to her in a a while. But she did not really act as if she knows me that annoyed me a little. I changed that instagram account then into my personal account so that I could have her follow me. A lot of time has passed and I congratulated her on her birthday a few months back. And till this day she watches my story on instagram each time. And now I just dont know. I am 19 years old she is 20 years old. I live here in Europe she there in the middle east. I just can't forget her and I will probably see her in the coming weeks/months. I know that she has very strict parents and we come from a culture where it is not easy to get to know each other. And I just dont know. Like that song says: "Now I don't hardly know her, but I think I could love her..."

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