When you live in Oklahoma, US, Sexual Exploration is Finite and I think I went to the wrong place to find it.

When I was 19 (Bi-M), I went to a adult video and toy shop occasionally several different times. I was invited by somebody way older than me because he wanted to use one of the stalls there. I was in my car the first time, waiting for him until a stranger knocked on my windshield. I lowered my window and he told me,

"Hey, the police are going to get you if you stay in there." I asked why and he replied,

"Drug deals used to happen all the time and the owner is trying to build a good rep, you can stay there if you want but I wouldn't want you to get into that mess."

I believed him, shut off my car, and decided to wait inside. The guy before I entered in asked me if I wanted a blowjob, I was confused as no one was ever forward with me ever and he didn't have a bad looking face so I said WTH, the person hasn't showed up yet anyways.

With hindsight, I realize I put myself in a dangerous situation, which is why I don't come back over there anymore and another reason which I'll get to. This place was also one of the places, where they had written rules but don't necessarily follow them if they get paid. So we entered a small dark hallway with four doors with big rooms in each. I refer to them as stalls.

There were 8 stalls, 4 of them dark and four of them lit. Men were in the hallway, kind of being quiet staring at me. The code was that as long as you were quiet and respectful, outside the rooms, you could do whatever, just no phones. I realized after visiting this place enough that no-one was trying to be menacing, they were just in a place they'd rather not have to be to get their rocks off. I felt that too.

Anyways, we went to the furthest room towards the right, and he locked the door behind us. I cancelled the other person so he didn't have to drive anymore, if he was driving, and I got a blowjob. After that, I went to the ATM right outside, got 5 bucks and handed it to the cashier and asked for penny in exchange. I then left and reevaluated my life choices.

Other times I was there, I sat in that same stall on a lonely chair, with the door unlocked. 3 guys came in to do something, 1 I tried to suck his dick but then guilt struck me hardcore. The same guy also tried to persuade me to bottom, which I am definitely not gonna do. Besides, this place is way to creepy for me to be that prone, I'd rather do the minor stuff. The second guy was just jacking off with me but he didn't want to do anything, fair but I didn't get anything out of that. Then a older gentleman stroked me off and then I left and reevaluated my life choices yet again.

Another time, I went to the first dim stall and 2 guys came in, we all kind of masturbated together and I felt way better than the other times.

These last times is what made me leave. Weirdo #1 came in with a weird voice like he was trying to sell you something secretly. I tried to start conversations so I could be comfortable but he just wanted to blow me. A line I remember him saying is "No need to worry. This is what this place is foooor." in a really sleazy voice. After I came I left ASAP, didn't even follow code, but it was the middle of the day so they cared less. Weirdo#2 also wanted to suck my dick bad and he kept touching me in places I wasn't comfortable with so I just let him stroke me and was half-stern with him until I came. I left less quickly but that turned me off of the place up until I'm writing this.

My problem is that I need a proper outlet that isn't a online dating app built for the city, where I can just talk to people and maybe be open to the rest after we talk a little bit. I'm all for having sex safely but I can't continue using that weird place to basically slam out my 'frustrations' through weird men. Don't get me wrong occasionally there are good looking people but there will definitely never be a women there and I am tired of that place. I also know that when I'm weak and I'm nearby, I'll probably go back in and be sad again.

If anyone knows a fix to my issue in the place that I'm in, please let me know. There's my story, please read and throw it in the fire.

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TL;DR Oklahoma is such a sexually stiff place that I resorted on separate occasions to go to a adult store with stalls and used weird men to get off without protection. I'm now trying hard to find a different solution to this, that will help me not go there.

P.S. I really don't like porn because I know some industry secrets and fuck forced sex. Male or Female.

Submitted October 21, 2019 at 11:51PM

When I was 19 (Bi-M), I went to a adult video and toy shop occasionally several different times. I was invited by somebody way older than me because he wanted to use one of the stalls there. I was in my car the first time, waiting for him until a stranger knocked on my windshield. I lowered my window and he told me,"Hey, the police are going to get you if you stay in there." I asked why and he replied,"Drug deals used to happen all the time and the owner is trying to build a good rep, you can stay there if you want but I wouldn't want you to get into that mess."I believed him, shut off my car, and decided to wait inside. The guy before I entered in asked me if I wanted a blowjob, I was confused as no one was ever forward with me ever and he didn't have a bad looking face so I said WTH, the person hasn't showed up yet anyways.With hindsight, I realize I put myself in a dangerous situation, which is why I don't come back over there anymore and another reason which I'll get to. This place was also one of the places, where they had written rules but don't necessarily follow them if they get paid. So we entered a small dark hallway with four doors with big rooms in each. I refer to them as stalls.There were 8 stalls, 4 of them dark and four of them lit. Men were in the hallway, kind of being quiet staring at me. The code was that as long as you were quiet and respectful, outside the rooms, you could do whatever, just no phones. I realized after visiting this place enough that no-one was trying to be menacing, they were just in a place they'd rather not have to be to get their rocks off. I felt that too.Anyways, we went to the furthest room towards the right, and he locked the door behind us. I cancelled the other person so he didn't have to drive anymore, if he was driving, and I got a blowjob. After that, I went to the ATM right outside, got 5 bucks and handed it to the cashier and asked for penny in exchange. I then left and reevaluated my life choices.Other times I was there, I sat in that same stall on a lonely chair, with the door unlocked. 3 guys came in to do something, 1 I tried to suck his dick but then guilt struck me hardcore. The same guy also tried to persuade me to bottom, which I am definitely not gonna do. Besides, this place is way to creepy for me to be that prone, I'd rather do the minor stuff. The second guy was just jacking off with me but he didn't want to do anything, fair but I didn't get anything out of that. Then a older gentleman stroked me off and then I left and reevaluated my life choices yet again.Another time, I went to the first dim stall and 2 guys came in, we all kind of masturbated together and I felt way better than the other times.These last times is what made me leave. Weirdo #1 came in with a weird voice like he was trying to sell you something secretly. I tried to start conversations so I could be comfortable but he just wanted to blow me. A line I remember him saying is "No need to worry. This is what this place is foooor." in a really sleazy voice. After I came I left ASAP, didn't even follow code, but it was the middle of the day so they cared less. Weirdo#2 also wanted to suck my dick bad and he kept touching me in places I wasn't comfortable with so I just let him stroke me and was half-stern with him until I came. I left less quickly but that turned me off of the place up until I'm writing this.My problem is that I need a proper outlet that isn't a online dating app built for the city, where I can just talk to people and maybe be open to the rest after we talk a little bit. I'm all for having sex safely but I can't continue using that weird place to basically slam out my 'frustrations' through weird men. Don't get me wrong occasionally there are good looking people but there will definitely never be a women there and I am tired of that place. I also know that when I'm weak and I'm nearby, I'll probably go back in and be sad again.If anyone knows a fix to my issue in the place that I'm in, please let me know. There's my story, please read and throw it in the fire.​TL;DR Oklahoma is such a sexually stiff place that I resorted on separate occasions to go to a adult store with stalls and used weird men to get off without protection. I'm now trying hard to find a different solution to this, that will help me not go there.P.S. I really don't like porn because I know some industry secrets and fuck forced sex. Male or Female.