How do I stop feeling so insecure about being a social late bloomer

Hi everyone, so I have a couple of concerns that I need advice on. One of my biggest insecurities till this day is the fact that among my friends/peers I’ve always been the late bloomer. Not in terms of looks because I’ve always been the most attractive one out of all my friends and had the best figure (I’m not trying to sound arrogant but it’s true). But, I was the last one to get my drivers license which I got at 18, last one to have my first kiss and relationship which I got at 21! I feel really insecure next to my friends and the guy I’m dating in that aspect. The guy I’m dating and like a lot kinda intimidates me. He doesn’t try to make me feel bad about myself, I kinda just feel that way myself because I feel like he’s out of my league. He achieved normal teenage milestones at a regular age. He got his drivers license at 16, started dating at 15/16 and has a lot more experience with girls than I do with guys. He’s literally the first guy to come into my life that I actually like. He’s definitely smarter than I am academically and she’s very sharp. While I’m still a virgin, and am a social and dating late bloomer. Also, I don’t understand what he sees in me to be honest? He said that he likes my personality, looks, and family. I don’t know how to stop being so insecure next to him because he’s experienced all of this stuff at a normal age while I experienced all of these teenage things for the first time at 21....advice will be greatly appreciated! I know this is long but plz read, thank you 💜



Submitted October 19, 2019 at 12:12AM

Hi everyone, so I have a couple of concerns that I need advice on. One of my biggest insecurities till this day is the fact that among my friends/peers I’ve always been the late bloomer. Not in terms of looks because I’ve always been the most attractive one out of all my friends and had the best figure (I’m not trying to sound arrogant but it’s true). But, I was the last one to get my drivers license which I got at 18, last one to have my first kiss and relationship which I got at 21! I feel really insecure next to my friends and the guy I’m dating in that aspect. The guy I’m dating and like a lot kinda intimidates me. He doesn’t try to make me feel bad about myself, I kinda just feel that way myself because I feel like he’s out of my league. He achieved normal teenage milestones at a regular age. He got his drivers license at 16, started dating at 15/16 and has a lot more experience with girls than I do with guys. He’s literally the first guy to come into my life that I actually like. He’s definitely smarter than I am academically and she’s very sharp. While I’m still a virgin, and am a social and dating late bloomer. Also, I don’t understand what he sees in me to be honest? He said that he likes my personality, looks, and family. I don’t know how to stop being so insecure next to him because he’s experienced all of this stuff at a normal age while I experienced all of these teenage things for the first time at 21....advice will be greatly appreciated! I know this is long but plz read, thank you 💜
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