NSFW - I (M33) have nowhere to beat off even in my own home, I hardly get off anymore, and I’m really starting not to give a fuck (and that bothers me).

I know it sounds crazy, but it’s really not far from the truth at all. You all are probably going to say “go in the bathroom and lock it” - we have one bathroom upstairs, and it’s a bathroom that connects the master bedroom and our kid’s room. We have it set up where we can lock it from the inside to where she can’t get in, but the other door locks from inside the bedroom, so there isn’t a way to lock it from inside. The shower? I hate jerking off in the shower, I can pretty much never get off, and even if I could, it really isn’t enjoyable. Basement? One side is the laundry room, which the wife is always in and out of, plus the child is always going down there doing art projects. The other side of the basement is wide open with no privacy. There is a bathroom downstairs, but it’s a fucking dungeon to the extent that the WiFi hardly works so it’s impossible to watch porn. Living room and dining room is obviously a no-go, unless it’s really late at night, but I’m always in bed by then. I get constant erections at work, even randomly, and if I try to wank one out in the bathroom (private 1 person bathroom of course) 9 times out of 10, I can’t even cum anyway (just feels weird, not right, and really not comfortable). Wife hardly wants to have sex, even though I’m a great husband, and she often always tells me that I am. I can lick one hell of a pussy too. I haven’t had a blowjob the whole way through in years, literally. Honestly, it’s past the point of me really even giving a fuck too. Every time I bring the subject up, I’m deemed a pervert, or a ‘crybaby,’ or I have a one track mind, etc., I just wanna fuck more than once a month 🤷🏼‍♂️ ... anyway, I’m not complaining, or bitching, I’m just merely sharing a part of my life here. I used to beat off a couple times daily, it’s all I could really ever think about all day, and I would look forward to the next possible nut, now my favorite things in life (other than my family) is sleep and ice cream. I do notice that I stare a lot at women, I’m not sure if I do it more or less than other men, but I still feel a little weird doing it. Anyway, got way off track here, think I just need a good suck and fuck, or a good jerk session. Either way, I’m way less frustrated about this situation now than I was even a year ago. Have I lost all hope?

Submitted July 31, 2019 at 12:04AM

I know it sounds crazy, but it’s really not far from the truth at all. You all are probably going to say “go in the bathroom and lock it” - we have one bathroom upstairs, and it’s a bathroom that connects the master bedroom and our kid’s room. We have it set up where we can lock it from the inside to where she can’t get in, but the other door locks from inside the bedroom, so there isn’t a way to lock it from inside. The shower? I hate jerking off in the shower, I can pretty much never get off, and even if I could, it really isn’t enjoyable. Basement? One side is the laundry room, which the wife is always in and out of, plus the child is always going down there doing art projects. The other side of the basement is wide open with no privacy. There is a bathroom downstairs, but it’s a fucking dungeon to the extent that the WiFi hardly works so it’s impossible to watch porn. Living room and dining room is obviously a no-go, unless it’s really late at night, but I’m always in bed by then. I get constant erections at work, even randomly, and if I try to wank one out in the bathroom (private 1 person bathroom of course) 9 times out of 10, I can’t even cum anyway (just feels weird, not right, and really not comfortable). Wife hardly wants to have sex, even though I’m a great husband, and she often always tells me that I am. I can lick one hell of a pussy too. I haven’t had a blowjob the whole way through in years, literally. Honestly, it’s past the point of me really even giving a fuck too. Every time I bring the subject up, I’m deemed a pervert, or a ‘crybaby,’ or I have a one track mind, etc., I just wanna fuck more than once a month 🤷🏼‍♂️ ... anyway, I’m not complaining, or bitching, I’m just merely sharing a part of my life here. I used to beat off a couple times daily, it’s all I could really ever think about all day, and I would look forward to the next possible nut, now my favorite things in life (other than my family) is sleep and ice cream. I do notice that I stare a lot at women, I’m not sure if I do it more or less than other men, but I still feel a little weird doing it. Anyway, got way off track here, think I just need a good suck and fuck, or a good jerk session. Either way, I’m way less frustrated about this situation now than I was even a year ago. Have I lost all hope?