A disgusting story from my teenage years

Hi my name is alex and I'm 25 year old male When I was about 15 or 16 years old me and mom used to go to my uncle's house every once in a while I was forced to go with her because she didn't want to leave me in the house alone so one time I was really bored in my uncle's house with my mom my 2 cousins and my aunt when my uncle returned home it was my first time seeing him in a while so we started to have a small chat and then he stood up and was still talking to me i didn't know what to do so I followed him and he went inside his bedroom and was still talking to me the door was open so I let myself in. we were still chatting when he takes off his shirt and start looking at me I tried not to look. and then he took off his pants and I was really uncomfortable and wanted to leave immediately then worst part is when he took of his underwear I couldn't help it but look and it was this giants thing that was in boner mode I let myself out telling him i'il wait for you to change and from the back of the door I hear hin say. I wasn't going to change. A few days passed by and I was thinking about what if I haven't left the room back then I was blaming myself for leaving. I had a sexual attraction for my uncle I couldn't help it. Then after that my mom my aunt and both of my cousins planned to go shopping leaving me alone with my uncle I sadly convinced one of my cousins to stay bc I didn't wanna feel lonely she basically just sat there watching tv the entire time my uncle was asleep my cousin told me to go wake him up I without hesitation went inside his bedroom to see him completely naked and I was just blankly staring at his dick for about 5 minutes all I was thinking about was him should I lay next to him or should I try to touch it.I felt so angry at myself for convincing my cousin to stay I was thinking that he would've done it to me If she wasn't here I couldn't help myself anymore I felt a very heavy pain inside my chest and went to the bathroom to relax myself but I couldn't stop thinking about him after that me and my mom went home I still think about how good he is in bed and such but at least I have control over myself now but i would gladly hand myself to him any day.

Submitted January 22, 2020 at 11:48PM

Hi my name is alex and I'm 25 year old male When I was about 15 or 16 years old me and mom used to go to my uncle's house every once in a while I was forced to go with her because she didn't want to leave me in the house alone so one time I was really bored in my uncle's house with my mom my 2 cousins and my aunt when my uncle returned home it was my first time seeing him in a while so we started to have a small chat and then he stood up and was still talking to me i didn't know what to do so I followed him and he went inside his bedroom and was still talking to me the door was open so I let myself in. we were still chatting when he takes off his shirt and start looking at me I tried not to look. and then he took off his pants and I was really uncomfortable and wanted to leave immediately then worst part is when he took of his underwear I couldn't help it but look and it was this giants thing that was in boner mode I let myself out telling him i'il wait for you to change and from the back of the door I hear hin say. I wasn't going to change. A few days passed by and I was thinking about what if I haven't left the room back then I was blaming myself for leaving. I had a sexual attraction for my uncle I couldn't help it. Then after that my mom my aunt and both of my cousins planned to go shopping leaving me alone with my uncle I sadly convinced one of my cousins to stay bc I didn't wanna feel lonely she basically just sat there watching tv the entire time my uncle was asleep my cousin told me to go wake him up I without hesitation went inside his bedroom to see him completely naked and I was just blankly staring at his dick for about 5 minutes all I was thinking about was him should I lay next to him or should I try to touch it.I felt so angry at myself for convincing my cousin to stay I was thinking that he would've done it to me If she wasn't here I couldn't help myself anymore I felt a very heavy pain inside my chest and went to the bathroom to relax myself but I couldn't stop thinking about him after that me and my mom went home I still think about how good he is in bed and such but at least I have control over myself now but i would gladly hand myself to him any day.