Did I fuck up?

Today was my first day of class in college. I noticed this beautiful girl right away that cought my interest so I just sat near her, not obviously near her though. The teacher asked us to join in groups of 3 so I immediately turn to her and ask if she would like to group, I had also asked the disabled student behind her to join us. He might of had a serious torrets syndrome and it was very hard for him to articulate, and he had no control over his muscular reactions, but I saw through this and treated him like any other person or friend, he was also a cool guy and we are now friends. Anyway we are in the group and I find shes Arabic, Jordanian, and loves her culture. I too am Arabic, Palestinian, and I too love arabic culture. I found many things in common with her, and as we 4 speak, (including the disabled students assistant who was also very pretty and a student) she paid a lot of attention to me and would ask me many questions that she would not ask the assistant, even though we all would speak. I just felt there was a good connection between us because of our common ground, and so all 4 of us exchange numbers and I write in the name title of my phone number "Myname Callme", I tried to decipher he reaction as she read it when I handed back her phone and she didnt really have one or I just couldn't tell. Once her name for attendance was called she stormed out and didnt even say bye to me. I wanted to catch her out of class but my name is always last on the attendance and when it was finally called I ran out to try and look for her but she completely disappeared.

Man she was just absolutely beautiful, and I like her A LOT. I never put myself out there like this with women, but this women really grasped my interested and now I cant stop thinking about her.

Did I just fuck up terribly?



Submitted August 31, 2019 at 12:15AM

Today was my first day of class in college. I noticed this beautiful girl right away that cought my interest so I just sat near her, not obviously near her though. The teacher asked us to join in groups of 3 so I immediately turn to her and ask if she would like to group, I had also asked the disabled student behind her to join us. He might of had a serious torrets syndrome and it was very hard for him to articulate, and he had no control over his muscular reactions, but I saw through this and treated him like any other person or friend, he was also a cool guy and we are now friends. Anyway we are in the group and I find shes Arabic, Jordanian, and loves her culture. I too am Arabic, Palestinian, and I too love arabic culture. I found many things in common with her, and as we 4 speak, (including the disabled students assistant who was also very pretty and a student) she paid a lot of attention to me and would ask me many questions that she would not ask the assistant, even though we all would speak. I just felt there was a good connection between us because of our common ground, and so all 4 of us exchange numbers and I write in the name title of my phone number "Myname Callme", I tried to decipher he reaction as she read it when I handed back her phone and she didnt really have one or I just couldn't tell. Once her name for attendance was called she stormed out and didnt even say bye to me. I wanted to catch her out of class but my name is always last on the attendance and when it was finally called I ran out to try and look for her but she completely disappeared.Man she was just absolutely beautiful, and I like her A LOT. I never put myself out there like this with women, but this women really grasped my interested and now I cant stop thinking about her.Did I just fuck up terribly?

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