I [19F] masturbate "weirdly"

I started masturbating from a pretty young age so I think I developed it throughout the years. But basically I have to cross my legs when I masturbate, like criss-cross applesauce lol. I also can't touch my clit directly when I do cuz it's so sensitive. It's embarrassing doing it infront of my bf and it makes it difficult for him to make me cum. It's almost like I have "death grip" except for a girl. Do I have to train myself to masturbate differently?

Submitted April 22, 2021 at 12:37AM

I started masturbating from a pretty young age so I think I developed it throughout the years. But basically I have to cross my legs when I masturbate, like criss-cross applesauce lol. I also can't touch my clit directly when I do cuz it's so sensitive. It's embarrassing doing it infront of my bf and it makes it difficult for him to make me cum. It's almost like I have "death grip" except for a girl. Do I have to train myself to masturbate differently?