Amor Perdido

Letting things go

I was seeing this girl that Ive known since high school last year up to now. She’s 19 I’m 22, we come from two totally different backgrounds she’s a girl of the church I’m just a guy from the street. When we first started goin out I was only goin out with her to make my ex mad. Turns out it just makes you feel like shit. I was with her for 6 months then I just went MIA to California I blocked her before I did , you know just cut off loose ends. I stayed in Cali for a month and came back, she saw me at a store in Washington. She decided to hit me up and try to work it out so we did. I asked her dad if we could go out this may he said yes but there expections for me was to be apart of the church and devote myself. That’s not me, but I went to support her . She’s illegal and living in her parents crib, I’m out on my own. They never let her out . They always had something to say about me on how I’m less of a man or how I think isn’t correct there old fashioned Mexicans. To make a story short I lost my job and car this year, so I decided to cut it off with her for the last time. I truly love her but I just think not enough I told her I just have to work on me and get my shit straight. Moral of the story don’t use the people around you to try and feel better it’s a dick move , if you see it’s not goin to work it’s better to be honest and cut it short. I don’t care for your comments just thought this might benefit someone. Love comes and gos its a beautiful thing. Another love lost....

Submitted August 23, 2020 at 11:44PM

Letting things goI was seeing this girl that Ive known since high school last year up to now. She’s 19 I’m 22, we come from two totally different backgrounds she’s a girl of the church I’m just a guy from the street. When we first started goin out I was only goin out with her to make my ex mad. Turns out it just makes you feel like shit. I was with her for 6 months then I just went MIA to California I blocked her before I did , you know just cut off loose ends. I stayed in Cali for a month and came back, she saw me at a store in Washington. She decided to hit me up and try to work it out so we did. I asked her dad if we could go out this may he said yes but there expections for me was to be apart of the church and devote myself. That’s not me, but I went to support her . She’s illegal and living in her parents crib, I’m out on my own. They never let her out . They always had something to say about me on how I’m less of a man or how I think isn’t correct there old fashioned Mexicans. To make a story short I lost my job and car this year, so I decided to cut it off with her for the last time. I truly love her but I just think not enough I told her I just have to work on me and get my shit straight. Moral of the story don’t use the people around you to try and feel better it’s a dick move , if you see it’s not goin to work it’s better to be honest and cut it short. I don’t care for your comments just thought this might benefit someone. Love comes and gos its a beautiful thing. Another love lost....