He misses me and I have the urge to talk to him.

me (20f) and my ex (20m) broke up a couple of days ago. We were together for 5 years, long distant. this whole year been really rough for us. we’ve been on and off too. Things happened and I cut it off without his last words to me because he was too busy and I waited a while long for a response about what to do in our relationship because he was already suggesting a break up because of how busy he is and how it’s bad timing and he never responded and basically wanted me to do the best for me with his paragraph And I’m religious, So while I prayed I stopped in the middle of prayer and realized that I didn’t need an answer from him to know if we belong together so I cut it off. I feel relief and fine but I catch myself still thinking about him.

Today I saw his other Instagram where he posts random tumblr photos after our break up about saying how much he misses me and how sad he is. idk what to do because it is my fault for looking at it but I am still in love with him regardless of how we ended. Back then we use to fight for our relationship. and now we let it fall easily. I love him and I don’t want to love anyone else. This may be just me in my feelings. I want to reach out and fight for the relationship again although I know love comes with consequences. my love for him is unexplainable. We’re much very in love but we let each other down to easily. what do I do?? would it be wrong ?

Instagram: purseonalinterest, you can check out his posts for more captions about me.



Submitted May 10, 2020 at 11:51PM

me (20f) and my ex (20m) broke up a couple of days ago. We were together for 5 years, long distant. this whole year been really rough for us. we’ve been on and off too. Things happened and I cut it off without his last words to me because he was too busy and I waited a while long for a response about what to do in our relationship because he was already suggesting a break up because of how busy he is and how it’s bad timing and he never responded and basically wanted me to do the best for me with his paragraph And I’m religious, So while I prayed I stopped in the middle of prayer and realized that I didn’t need an answer from him to know if we belong together so I cut it off. I feel relief and fine but I catch myself still thinking about him.Today I saw his other Instagram where he posts random tumblr photos after our break up about saying how much he misses me and how sad he is. idk what to do because it is my fault for looking at it but I am still in love with him regardless of how we ended. Back then we use to fight for our relationship. and now we let it fall easily. I love him and I don’t want to love anyone else. This may be just me in my feelings. I want to reach out and fight for the relationship again although I know love comes with consequences. my love for him is unexplainable. We’re much very in love but we let each other down to easily. what do I do?? would it be wrong ?Instagram: purseonalinterest, you can check out his posts for more captions about me.
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