Threesome with a married couple. Pls tell me I’m crazy.

Been friends with this married couple for about 4 months and they invited me to their home for drinks before we went clubbing. Husband came to pick me up from downstairs as I didn’t know the way and when we hugged his hand lingered too long in my opinion and went down to the small of my back. I ignored it. They had other friends too and the wife told me they had an open marriage. I told her that I thought so since I met them but wasn’t sure. The husband checks me out a couple times esp when I was teaching another girl how to twerk. The whole night goes perfectly fine. We all get tipsy and the wife hits on one of our friends who is a lesbian and has a gf. Husband talking and dancing to everyone and not noticing me. Don’t know why I got irked and by the end of the night told him I wanted him. He smiled looked the other way and kept dancing. So basically rejected me. I was kinda hurt especially being drunk because no one has ever said no to me. So I was a bit surprised. A little bit of time passed and I asked him why and then he said some bullshit about “you’re too hot” which I guess was his way of making me feel better? It bothered me more. So when he went to the toilet I waited for him outside and he was talking some stuff that I can’t remember because I was drunk but it was something along the lines of sex being a connection and not just two bodies together. We made out and maybe stayed there for like 15 minutes or so. He said he’s not gonna fuck me. And I said why don’t you want me? He said not tonight that’s what I mean. And I went silent. He said I really like you, you’re very interesting to be around. Then he said let’s go I want my wife. We went. His wife was all over the lesbian girl. He then went and danced with her too. I didn’t get it tbf- she was cute and all but very boyish. Not that there’s anything wrong with that I guess I was just confused and being rejected bothered me. When we went home the wife and the girl walked ahead of us and him and I walked behind them and talked. It got sexual, we kissed, he fingered me on top of a car while he humped me, kissed again, took my thong off and he kept it in his pocket. We got home, wife passed out on the bed and he the lesbian and I were on the couch talking. He seemed to focus all the attention on her. I was sat in the middle and lying against him while he caressed my body as the three of us chatted. She then had to go home to her gf. When he saw her off, he came to me and I was lying on the couch, took his clothes off, opened my legs and it all started. He was great. The issue was that he was too big for me and. Couldn’t get it all the way in and so I kept apologising but he kept saying stop apologising it’s ok and “you’re very shy” and how my pussy was beautiful, my ass was beautiful especially when he saw me twerking. I don’t think there’s anything we didn’t do. After maybe 3 hours we went to sleep next to her, the three of us fucked in the morning and slept again. They mentioned the lesbian girl and how her gf is so controlling when I was getting dressed.but although it was a great night I feel very uncomfortable. Like they really wanted her but she was unavailable so they settled for me. Also me being too forward with the husband made him “surrender” and just do it. Need someone’s perspective on this so that I can stop killing my brain cells.

Submitted February 23, 2020 at 11:17PM

Been friends with this married couple for about 4 months and they invited me to their home for drinks before we went clubbing. Husband came to pick me up from downstairs as I didn’t know the way and when we hugged his hand lingered too long in my opinion and went down to the small of my back. I ignored it. They had other friends too and the wife told me they had an open marriage. I told her that I thought so since I met them but wasn’t sure. The husband checks me out a couple times esp when I was teaching another girl how to twerk. The whole night goes perfectly fine. We all get tipsy and the wife hits on one of our friends who is a lesbian and has a gf. Husband talking and dancing to everyone and not noticing me. Don’t know why I got irked and by the end of the night told him I wanted him. He smiled looked the other way and kept dancing. So basically rejected me. I was kinda hurt especially being drunk because no one has ever said no to me. So I was a bit surprised. A little bit of time passed and I asked him why and then he said some bullshit about “you’re too hot” which I guess was his way of making me feel better? It bothered me more. So when he went to the toilet I waited for him outside and he was talking some stuff that I can’t remember because I was drunk but it was something along the lines of sex being a connection and not just two bodies together. We made out and maybe stayed there for like 15 minutes or so. He said he’s not gonna fuck me. And I said why don’t you want me? He said not tonight that’s what I mean. And I went silent. He said I really like you, you’re very interesting to be around. Then he said let’s go I want my wife. We went. His wife was all over the lesbian girl. He then went and danced with her too. I didn’t get it tbf- she was cute and all but very boyish. Not that there’s anything wrong with that I guess I was just confused and being rejected bothered me. When we went home the wife and the girl walked ahead of us and him and I walked behind them and talked. It got sexual, we kissed, he fingered me on top of a car while he humped me, kissed again, took my thong off and he kept it in his pocket. We got home, wife passed out on the bed and he the lesbian and I were on the couch talking. He seemed to focus all the attention on her. I was sat in the middle and lying against him while he caressed my body as the three of us chatted. She then had to go home to her gf. When he saw her off, he came to me and I was lying on the couch, took his clothes off, opened my legs and it all started. He was great. The issue was that he was too big for me and. Couldn’t get it all the way in and so I kept apologising but he kept saying stop apologising it’s ok and “you’re very shy” and how my pussy was beautiful, my ass was beautiful especially when he saw me twerking. I don’t think there’s anything we didn’t do. After maybe 3 hours we went to sleep next to her, the three of us fucked in the morning and slept again. They mentioned the lesbian girl and how her gf is so controlling when I was getting dressed.but although it was a great night I feel very uncomfortable. Like they really wanted her but she was unavailable so they settled for me. Also me being too forward with the husband made him “surrender” and just do it. Need someone’s perspective on this so that I can stop killing my brain cells.