please… just help. Idk what do to do.

I don’t understand why he’s doing this to me

So my boyfriend and I have been together for eight years, we have a child together and have lived together for all of those eight years. We both work in the adult entertainment Industry, myself more than him as it’s my full-time job & I am very successful with loyal followers on onlyfans, he has a corporate job for his main income. *(so me being in the sw industry has never been an issue-) So here’s the what’s been going on- a few months ago I found out he’s been using pictures off of my phone(ones I’d never post because they are extremely unflattering and” pretending to be a female with my body’s on Reddit/Twitter/kik.. he will post really unflattering pictures of me in groups and ask them to degrade/humiliate me-

, some are pictures of my stretch marks, others are really unflattering naked pictures, some are screenshots of videos(I’ve posted to onlyfans) where my body looks terrible for a split second as I change positions.. he knows that my biggest fear in the entire world is being embarrassed, in anyway. I hate being embarrassd- i’d rather feel pain than deal with the icky feeling I get of embarrassment… ( I know that sounds weird coming from someone who does SW- but when it’s me behind the screen & choosing the pictires- the feedback I get is very uplifting & a confidence boost. I am a very confident woman, I carry myself with pride- but when he post these pictures in these groups, the people call me a “fat piggy” “cow with udders” “need a bag over my face to fuck” & talk about his disgusting I am.. & worse, if I read all the comments I end up in a panic attack.. the rip me apart in the comments (as he asks them to do in the captions of the pics)

can anyone else me understand why hes doing this… I feel like it’s to hurt me (but he doesn’t know that I know about them* - yes THEN, there are MULTIPLE account.. maybe 7 or 8) also- I recently started getting help for my severe eating disorder.. so I am back to a “healthy” weight… but after seeing what these people have said , along with my bf- I’m very triggered & no longer want to go on with treatment.

can someone plz tell me why he would do this when he says he “loves me”



Submitted November 27, 2021 at 01:07AM

I don’t understand why he’s doing this to meSo my boyfriend and I have been together for eight years, we have a child together and have lived together for all of those eight years. We both work in the adult entertainment Industry, myself more than him as it’s my full-time job & I am very successful with loyal followers on onlyfans, he has a corporate job for his main income. *(so me being in the sw industry has never been an issue-) So here’s the what’s been going on- a few months ago I found out he’s been using pictures off of my phone(ones I’d never post because they are extremely unflattering and” pretending to be a female with my body’s on Reddit/Twitter/kik.. he will post really unflattering pictures of me in groups and ask them to degrade/humiliate me-, some are pictures of my stretch marks, others are really unflattering naked pictures, some are screenshots of videos(I’ve posted to onlyfans) where my body looks terrible for a split second as I change positions.. he knows that my biggest fear in the entire world is being embarrassed, in anyway. I hate being embarrassd- i’d rather feel pain than deal with the icky feeling I get of embarrassment… ( I know that sounds weird coming from someone who does SW- but when it’s me behind the screen & choosing the pictires- the feedback I get is very uplifting & a confidence boost. I am a very confident woman, I carry myself with pride- but when he post these pictures in these groups, the people call me a “fat piggy” “cow with udders” “need a bag over my face to fuck” & talk about his disgusting I am.. & worse, if I read all the comments I end up in a panic attack.. the rip me apart in the comments (as he asks them to do in the captions of the pics)can anyone else me understand why hes doing this… I feel like it’s to hurt me (but he doesn’t know that I know about them* - yes THEN, there are MULTIPLE account.. maybe 7 or 8) also- I recently started getting help for my severe eating disorder.. so I am back to a “healthy” weight… but after seeing what these people have said , along with my bf- I’m very triggered & no longer want to go on with treatment.can someone plz tell me why he would do this when he says he “loves me”
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