Pretty confused about my ambivalent feeling about being cheated
My (30M) girlfriend (33) was exchanging messages telling us we were in crisis. She was talking with him for about a month, while I was financially supporting her to be in a dream internship. She stops and told me after a while everything that happened. I am pretty hurt, felling insecure and not enough. The guy is famous and has a bad boy style which is not me at all. This gets in my guts. But the venting part is: the story made me horny (?????). I have no idea how to deal, I feel shitty but also I was aroused by her exchanging photos. I DON'T KNOW HOW TO FEEL ABOUT THIS. I don't really understand this ambivalence.
How can I be so hurt and still be hard thinking about it? Just pretty confused. I know that sexuality is plural but I'm scared with me
Submitted July 28, 2021 at 11:24PM
My (30M) girlfriend (33) was exchanging messages telling us we were in crisis. She was talking with him for about a month, while I was financially supporting her to be in a dream internship. She stops and told me after a while everything that happened. I am pretty hurt, felling insecure and not enough. The guy is famous and has a bad boy style which is not me at all. This gets in my guts. But the venting part is: the story made me horny (?????). I have no idea how to deal, I feel shitty but also I was aroused by her exchanging photos. I DON'T KNOW HOW TO FEEL ABOUT THIS. I don't really understand this ambivalence.How can I be so hurt and still be hard thinking about it? Just pretty confused. I know that sexuality is plural but I'm scared with me
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